Good question! A lot of people in Rome in those hours was in your same condition .. not good moments for sure.
After a brutal and pretty arrogant speech in Senate, where he had arrived surrounded by a lot of fully equipped & heavily armoured Praetorians, Caracalla .. "After making these statements at the top of his voice, in a towering rage, he glared balefully at his brother's friends and returned to the palace, leaving most of the senators pale and trembling."
Now please don't tell me that you too are pale & trembling like those presumptuous old morons, trembling under their toga praetexta!