Dalaran.
After everything gambled, risked and sacrificed, they were finally here.
And Sylvanas was walking through the city gates unhindered and unmolested with her head held high as if she was, for real, an honoured visitor and not only a dread-inducing undead queen.
Proudmoore's way of waking up the sloppy city guards had been brutally effective. After gauging their questionable attentiveness upon hers and Sylvanas' arrival in a field close to the walls the mage had simply unleashed a vast explosion of frost above them, both noisy and captivating. Sylvanas had almost been about to smirk when she saw the panicked scurrying of the sentries.
Sylvanas was going as she was but she had her hood pulled down as deep as possible and her cloak wrapped tightly around herself. The ears would still be visible but an unexpected hue to the skin would at least not be as shocking to the onlooker as the entirety of her undead appearance. Jaina wore her shirt and cloak but no armour. It was probably for the best. Ranger armour would not protect against arcane attacks of the level the Kirin Tor were capable of, and she appeared decidedly more like a peaceful envoy this way which had to be a good thing.
On the far side of the long gatehouse waited a quartet of footmen, the seemingly limitless rank-and-file of human armies.
Would this be it? If Varimathras despite everything had gotten it right, would this be the opportunity where Proudmoore would spring some form of trap?
Or would have, without the threat that hung over her?
“Is it really… Lady Jaina! It is her!”
Proudmoore had pulled her hood back and there could be no mistaking her. Even in her dishevelled state, she was somehow radiant.
“Good afternoon, Lieutenant.” She sounded like she smiled. “It is good to be back.”
“Ahem, Sergeant, My Lady…”
“Oh! My bad, sorry. Must be a habit I picked up lately… I must unfortunately hurry along. I am escorting a very prominent guest and we need to see the Council of Six without delay. I trust they convene in the Hall as usual?”
“Yes, My Lady. The Hall was largely destroyed during the demon invasion however but they convene in what is left of it…I’m not sure how much you have been informed…”
“That was news to me. I hope that my arrival is expected, though?”
“We were told to expect someone of great importance but…not that it would be you, Lady Jaina. It is an honour to welcome you back and, ah…your companion.”
“Thank you, Sergeant.”
And with that, they were inside the city.
Proudmoore’s city but more than that – Proudmoore’s home. Theramore she lived in and ruled, and most likely relished doing so, but Dalaran must be to her mage what Windrunner Spire had been to Sylvanas and her family. There was something about a place where your feet knew the shape of every stone in the floor, the quirks of every step in every stair, where you could name all the cracks in the ceiling.
There were many cracks in Dalaran’s ceilings. The fabled spires dotted the view everywhere but they were stumps more often than not, or snapped apart by the middle like broken twigs. From what Proudmoore had retold of the sparse things she had learned by letter, the wrath of Archimonde had not been enough for the ravaged city but the violent infighting amongst the remnants of the Lordaeron army, under a certain Marshal Garithos, had all but wiped away the no doubt desperate efforts of the remaining population to restore their home.
The sight…got to Proudmoore. Her mage wore her emotions like a second skin some times and now was one of those times.
“I never understood how much…” She was looking around nearly frantically while still leading them with good speed towards the Council Hall, or what Sylvanas hoped would be it, as if she wanted to lay eyes on something, anything, that was not torn and broken. It was not easy.
Her mage. Sylvanas had been thinking of her with that term. It was a habit hard to discard just like that, she supposed. Or perhaps there was some truth to it. The first time when it had stuck in her mind Sylvanas had decided that Proudmoore was hers to keep watch over, her mage and her responsibility, for good or worse.
If today was not for worse she did not know what would be. What a loathsome way to finally step into this city, as tense and ready for battle as if it was Hearthglen. What an insult to spite all their hopes that had rested on this day.
All their hopes that rested on this day. It was not over. The day had not been decided and Sylvanas and the Forsaken may still carry it and spit on the cruel fate that ever conspired against them. But why did she feel like she had already lost?
“Rhonin and some of the others wrote to me but I never…I guess he wanted to spare me the details.”
“If their northern flank is protected perhaps the wizards can devote more resources to rebuilding the city.” Sylvanas could always take the opportunity to drop a hint, unsubtle though it may be.
But Jaina did not seem to take it as a hint. More precisely she did not seem like one who had need of hints.
“They have to. Dalaran is supposed to be an academy but it will become nothing but an arsenal and a barracks for battle mages if the Kirin Tor do not accept help! Distancing ourselves from the outside world has always led to the biggest and worst of all the mistakes made by us.” Jaina said vehemently.
Us. The Kirin Tor.
Yes of course she would be thinking of herself in her archmage capacity when walking through Dalaran! Sylvanas squashed the irritating thought. It proved nothing and for that matter Proudmoore was putting her role as Theramore’s ruler aside just as well and that did not mean a thing about her feelings for her island nation.
Frankly Proudmoore had yet to give off the impression of someone out to manipulate or lure anyone anywhere. Just like she never had. But that did not exclude the possibility of her being used as a tool by someone else, wielding the mage’s sincere emotions to further another’s goal.
“If…things would progress, there are masons and craftsmen among the Forsaken who could be of more use here than in the Undercity, where the skills required are more those of the miner as you have seen. The Undercity is overcrowded in any case and perhaps some would prefer another home, provided they could trust the living inhabitants.” Sylvanas elaborated.
Why had she said that? It was way too early to make any such promises. The general idea was to let contacts between the Kirin Tor and the Forsaken develop at their own pace and only focus on the barest military cooperation against the Scourge.
“You would let them?” Proudmoore asked and sounded hopeful more than anything, however she could manage that at a time like this.
“They are my subjects, not my prisoners.” Sylvanas scoffed, but the words tasted foul on her tongue. She’d sure made a great show of that kind of sentiment lately... “They would have their work cut out for them restoring all this.” she added with a quick glance around them.
“I would want to make it better than it was. Some of the towers were very stuffy inside, and badly ventilated. Made you want to conjure a snowstorm just to have some fresh air. And there were too many of them in some parts of the city, it got cramped. I’d like it to be more light, with larger windows and balconies. More elven.”
Sylvanas honestly did not know what to say to that.
“There were too few trees too.” Proudmoore continued. “I think we should have more of them, a little forest.”
“There is one outside.” Sylvanas commented somewhat dryly.
“But there could be one inside the city walls as well. A safe one.”
Safe for whom exactly? Proudmoore’s elven rangers? Sylvanas couldn’t stop herself from thinking it.
“One for your personal rangers maybe?”
The suggestion would have been ironic if Proudmoore had known the full extent of the thoughts that had gone around and around inside Sylvanas’ mind ever since her conversation with Varimathras. But now that her mage didn’t, it only served as a reminder of how bad Proudmore’s current standing with the dark rangers was, and it clearly affected her.
“If anyone would come I would love it. I would have welcomed them here if I could. And to Theramore.” She sounded heartbroken when she said it.
There had been a time, closely before their landing in Lordaeron, when Sylvanas had had nearly the exact same thought. And had she ceased believing it? Damn it.
“Because we are useful?” It came out sarcastic, more so than she had realised it would. Bitter.
“What? I mean, of course you are, but what do you mean by that?”
Sylvanas still carried the confiscated letter, she recalled just now. She had been about to confront Proudmoore about it yesterday. Before….everything fell apart.
On a whim she took it out and handed it to the mage. Now was absolutely not the right time but she did it anyway.
Proudmoore had stopped, utterly perplexed. She opened the folded paper and eyed it. She reddened, but her blushing gave way to confusion.
“Is this what you think…” Proudmoore was shaking her head slowly, but she was visibly upset. “I was about to compliment you! Yes, I wrote home! I have been gone for months and I happen to have a city to consider! And Pained. And if you necessarily must know, I had written about how I had woken up with Anya wrapped around me the other day and never slept better. I then immediately erased it because I was ashamed of having written something like that in a letter to Pained. There you have it!”
Sylvanas recalled the night very well. Her mage who would take up necromancy for their sake and had finally fallen asleep before Anya came in to be caught when kissing her good night, and had come to spend the entire night burrowed into Proudmoore’s neck and hugging her probably too tightly from behind. In all the time since the Scourge came to Quel’thalas, that may well have been the closest Sylvanas had been to happiness.
“We…we should continue.”
***
Even in this state it was a sight.
The Kirin Tor Council Hall.
The headquarters, the innermost sanctum of the wizards. If there would ever be a place to strike at her it would likely be here. The once palatial building was more repaired than most but still an obvious shadow of what it once was.
As it came into view Sylvanas wrestled all the more with her thoughts. Would this turn out to be a grave miscalculation on her part? Why would a potential someone behind Proudmoore be callous enough to use her in such a detestable way, and at the same time not consider her expendable if the goal was to cut the head off the Forsaken now that they had played their part?
Was Proudmoore’s forced cooperation a guarantee against anything? It was not. But her magical prowess was another thing. That however depended on her mage being determined and focused, as she was when she had the other rangers around and Sylvanas commanded her. She had been unstoppable. They had been unstoppable.
Together.
Could it really, actually, have been a part of some plan as hinted by Varimathras, pitting Forsaken against the Scourge as arrow fodder for the humans?
Ironic then, as it was in practice not far from what Sylvanas would be about to propose either.
But Proudmoore had always done her best to protect them. Always. She was…she was just too good to be true, and that must mean that she was false.
Mustn’t it?
She had undermined Sylvanas. She had interfered unacceptably into the Forsaken affairs by letting those wretched prisoners run. She had spared the Dark Lady a repulsive decision and a political headache and given her two new ones in exchange.
Because she had not wanted Sylvanas to turn into another Arthas? Because she had not wanted Sylvanas to turn into another average Lordaeronian ruler either for that matter, probably. With the blinding rage and disappointment from yesterday slowly fading, could Sylvanas believe that? She had been too…too furious to truly consider her mage’s words at the time. Too insulted by the betrayal. Too humiliated. Too hurt.
And now they were here, walking side by side into Dalaran just like when they had walked into the capital of Lordaeron. When she had broken down Proudmoore. Just like she had done yesterday.
She was growing so tired of this. Could they bring forth their waiting ambushers some time, spring their arcane traps, get it
ing done with already?!
Proudmoore saw her agitated state. Of course she did, there was little that escaped her mage’s notice and until yesterday it had been a long time since Sylvanas had ceased to be bothered by it.
Control. She had to maintain control or things fell apart and people got hurt. That was what she had told herself in the lonely long bouts of work after they had returned from Hearthglen. That was what queens did, after all.
“You are doing well.” Sylvanas half whispered. “Let us do what is necessary to make this day count and then take leave as soon as possible.” she assured her mage as well as she could. Proudmoore was if nothing else her ally here, forced maybe, and Sylvanas needed her clear-headed and focused enough to be useful. Oh, how sickened she was of having to step onto that trudged-down road again! Damn it all!
Just like that, Sylvanas whirled around on the spot and caught her mage’s arm.
“Proudmoore. Please tell me. Is there a plot against me?” Sylvanas asked her sincerely.
“What plot?” Proudmoore asked, incredulously. “What plot, Sylvanas?!” her mage asked again, despairing and with wild eyes. “What do you think of me? Is this what you think of me?”
Great. As if her mage was not broken enough. Now she was crushed.
Just like last time. Sylvanas so wanted to be done with this, she wished it. She wished she could just…just trust Proudmoore again.
She longed for it.
“No. I do not believe it is. I do not believe you would have any part in something like it.”
And Sylvanas found that she didn’t.
“We will talk more afterwards.” The desperate hope that simple sentence lit up in her mage’s eyes. “After you have had your potion.”
Proudmoore nodded. Sylvanas could see that she was on the verge of tears. She looked just like Anya when she did that. How it hurt to see.
“We…we should go inside then…” Her mage took a deep and unsteady breath and straightened herself.
“Please lead the way, Lady Proudmoore.”
They crossed a town square outside that was only mostly free of debris and as they were halfway across the doors of the hall opened and two familiar figures stepped outside.
That is, only one of them was familiar to Sylvanas. Rhonin Redhair was every bit the same but anyone could see how the recent years’ calamities had taken their toll on him. Gone was the peculiar carefree charm that always made Vereesa smile, that Sylvanas thought was so alike their own father but wouldn’t have dared to point out. Gone was also the curiosity and adventurous spirit that she realised with a start that her own mage mirrored, despite her insistence that she most of all would have wanted to study. Rhonin had finally had to shoulder the same sort of weight as Sylvanas when she became ranger-general and she realised that she felt sorry for him.
The other mage was an elegant human woman in her middle ages and if the way her wary expression broke into a warm smile upon seeing Proudmoore was any indication, she handled the Kirin Tor’s current predicament with either more ease or more experience than Rhonin.
“Jaina!”
Of all the things Sylvanas had expected to be greeted by, it was not a family reunion among wizards. But there was clearly no other accurate term. Proudmoore was hurrying blindly forward and ran into the older mage with such a force that she nearly toppled them both and then hugged Rhonin equally fiercely. Sylvanas was left awkwardly standing behind.
The older mage would presumably be Archmage Modera that Proudmoore had described in detail and referred to on more than one occasion. If her Master Antonidas had been her mentor when she was an apprentice, then Archmage Modera appeared to have been her tutor when she was even younger. Maybe there was some little bit of Ranger Captain Areiel over that one.
Areiel. What would she have to say if she saw her now? Sylvanas would have to leave that unpleasant thought for later.
“I’m so glad to see you again alive and well, Jaina.” Sylvanas cringed inwardly when she heard the words. “Are you going to introduce us to your mysterious companion now?”
Proudmoore disentangled herself form the arms of both other mages and turned halfway around.
“This is Archmage Modera, my teacher, and Archmage Rhonin as you know, scoundrel and wooer of elves.” Proudmoore declared proudly.
“Councillor-Scoundrel if you please, Archmage Proudmoore.” Rhonin pretended to sound pompous.
“Archmage Modera, may I present Sylvanas Windrunner, queen of Lordaeron and of the Forsaken?”
Modera took two steps forward so that she descended form the stairs and came level with Sylvanas. Her bow would have been elegant enough for the court of Silvermoon.
“Welcome to Dalaran, Your Majesty. I dare say that your impending arrival has sparked much curiosity among us.”
Sylvanas bowed her head in return.
“Archmage Modera. Lady Proudmoore has told the most interesting things about you.”
Modera turned to look at Jaina with a faintly amused expression.
“Has she now, hm? And is it going to be ‘Lady Proudmoore’ for the rest of the day?”
“I…I guess so.” Her mage sounded regretful. “I am here in official capacity too, but that doesn’t mean I’m not pleased to see both of you or – “
“It is fine, Jaina, it is fine.” Modera interrupted her. “Some variety won’t hurt amongst all the ‘Archmage’ this and that which will soon batter upon our ears. Let us go inside before we attract more curious eyes and sour our day with politics, shall we?”
There was definitely a grain or two of Areiel in Archmage Modera.
“For the sake of convenience I tend to go by ‘Lady Windrunner’ as well on official occasions.” Sylvanas said.
Official occasions such as hammock-side introductions to foreign heads of state, yes.
Sylvanas would have attributed Archmage Modera’s lack of visible reaction more to the woman’s personal discipline and sense of courtesy rather than the limited concealment of her hood. When she came face to face with Rhonin however…
“Sister-in-law…” He said it half awkwardly, half in wonder. Sylvanas could hardly blame him.
“Brother-in-law.”
They kept looking at each other, or in Rhonin’s case at what was visible of the other.
“Vereesa is alive.” Rhonin nearly whispered. “She is hale but exhausted from magic deprivation.”
Sylvanas knew about that from what Proudmoore had told her but Rhonin was of course not up to date with her conversations with her mage.
“I got your letter. Your earlier one.” Rhonin then surprised her. Sylvanas had almost – no, completely – forgotten to take that into account. Then likely everything the dwarves had written in their report to her might as well be true too. And they were somewhere out there, presumably following some plan she had no idea of to keep aiding the Forsaken? “I had lunch with your emissaries actually. Very interesting fellows.”
“What became of them?”
“Last I know was that they mounted up on a pair of gryphons on route to Khaz Modan.”
“I see.” There were more pressing subjects than describing how the last thing she had heard form then had been a shipment of scarves that moved her rangers nearly to the tears that most of them lacked.
They were about to go inside when Rhonin halted.
“Sylvanas. Are you really…”
Slowly and deliberately, Sylvanas lowered her hood.
Her brother-in-law had nearly as large eyes as her mage when he stared like this.
“If you so much as think of saying that I look well, Rhonin Redhair, you have better have a teleport spell at hand.”
***
Sylvanas had seen more welcoming furnishing of a meeting room.
She and Proudmoore had been allotted one desk and a chair each in front of a row where the Kirin Tor’s Council of Six presided like some critically examining jury. At least Rhonin had the decency to grimace self-consciously once they took their seats.
Tenn Flamecaster, Nilas Arcanister, Aran Spellweaver, Dalar Dawnweaver, Archmage Modera and Rhonin Redhair. Would they listen?
They would be used to somewhat critically evaluating the facts and proof laid before them, at least they should be if they had managed ot train Proudmoore, but they would also be used to being right and not be too much questioned.
But they should also be used to trusting Proudmoore to know what she was talking about.
Sylvanas spared a glance to her left, and found herself looking right at her mage glancing back.
“How do you feel?” Sylvanas whispered without moving her mouth. “Besides the obvious of course.”
“I feel sick.” Proudmoore whispered back. “Like I would like to throw up. And sweating.”
“You are doing good. Very good. You will be fine. We will say our piece and get you back outside as soon as we’re done.” Sylvanas tried to sound reassuring. Belore knew how it came across.
“You start.” Proudmoore hissed. She was rubbing her neck, like she had a stiffness or a headache spilling over down on her shoulders.
“Alright.”
Sylvanas rose. She wasn’t going to address any assembly seated by a desk in any case. With her mage being just that she looked a little like Sylvanas’ advisor or clerk. They should have brought some kind of papers with them to fit the picture. The wizards always seemed to enjoy written things and Sylvanas could have spared a tall pile of old Scourge reports if she had thought about it.
“Honoured councillors of the Kirin Tor, thank you for meeting with us and doing so on a short notice.” Sylvanas begun, strict and business-like. “We have many things that merit discussion but I would like to first address the core of everything.”
Sylvanas had raised her hood once more before entering but now she pulled it back and revealed every part of her visibly undead countenance.
“Let me first dispel any possible lingering doubts as to our nature. We are the Forsaken, free-willed undead who are no longer under the Lich King’s control or part of the Scourge. We are different creatures hailing from different races, peoples and nations with as many differing views of the world we no longer live in.”
One could have heard the fall of dust from the ceiling in the silence.
“I understand that you hate what we have become. I assure you that so do we.”
Sylvans let her gaze linger on each of them. They would not dare to disappoint her, not after what she had done to make this event a reality.
“The Scourge has turned us into the monstrosities we are today and forced an existence upon us that none asked for or could have possibly imagined. Until not very long ago everything we were was in the hands of the Lich King. Everything we did was at the orders of the Lich King. He has used us as his tools and through that stolen our honour, our decency and our selves from us.”
For a moment Rhonin looked like he wanted to ague but Sylvanas squashed any such ideas with a sharp look at her brother-in-law.
“We ask no understanding of you. We demand no acceptance or inclusion. The only thing that we ask of you is that we stand together against the Scourge that seeks to consume and enslave us all and cease to do the Lich King the favour of fighting amongst each other. Only that.”
Sylvanas let the weight of her speech be felt. A swallowing here, a too deep breath there, betrayed the collective discomfort of the wizards in front of her.
“When did – for how long have you been…your own?” Tenn Flamecaster asked, reaching for tangible concrete details rather than to wrestle directly with the overlaying greater matter. Sylvanas might have wanted to do the same.
“This spring. I and some of my people broke free shortly after Arthas Menethil returned from Kalimdor. Some manner of event weakened the Lich Kings control and we rose up against him and the dreadlords that would seek to take his place. He escaped me and sailed for Northrend and the seat of his master while I rallied those others I could find who had broken free.”
She could go into detail about the infighting and the fates of the dreadlords, and a certain Lordaeronian marshal, and his army at another time.
“We have since then been hounded by the Scourge and rejected by every living nation we attempted to make contact with. From the reports made by my rangers sent to investigate we have been forced to conclude that all our envoys were killed on sight.”
If she had thought the assembly uncomfortable before, it was nothing compared to now.
“Oh, no…” Archmage Modera mumbled.
“It is unfortunately very likely.” Rhonin said lowly. “The city guards and mages posted have instructions to shoot at every undead, whether armed or not. Even an single individual could have carried the plague or something similarly sinister, or so we reasoned.”
“My reasoning would have been the same in your position.” Sylvanas’ voice was like steel. “And that knowledge makes our fate all the more bitter to all of us.”
Aran Spellweaver straightened in his chair and cleared his throat.
“This news is most appalling. However, in a crisis all sides of the issue must be examined with a level head. Your…ah, Lady Windrunner, given the critically dangerous circumstances and the Scourge’s ceaseless attempts to destabilize its enemies, I hope you will understand if we retain a measure of caution.”
“Do go on, Archmage Spellweaver.”
“Is there, ah, any way that we may confirm what you have just told us, Lady Windrunner?”
Sylvanas had expected something of the sort, and far, far worse. But before she could answer Proudmoore stood straight up.
“You can confirm it by counting the pyres of Scourge minions on each battlefield between here and Lordaeron! The Forsaken soldiers have waded through the Lich King’s armies to make this very day a reality!”
“That is all well and…”
“I was present personally! I have witnessed the bravery of the free undead firsthand. Lady Windrunner is the last person in the world who would do the Lich King’s bidding.”
Aran Spellweaver did not answer. His gaze lingered on Proudmoore.
“And you may cast your best dispelling on me, Archmage Spellweaver.” Proudmoore said almost dryly.
“That – that was not what I…”
“No? But we all know what you may or may not have been thinking anyway. Banshees possess people and one of them may have decided to take up residence in my head and make me trot inside Dalaran and spout fairy tales. Correct? But a sufficiently strong dispelling spell should detect the necromantic signature if nothing else, even if it may not banish the interloper. Let me just move away from potential other sources of necromantic energy.”
Proudmoore rose and walked five steps away to the left. Sylvanas was stunned. How had she missed this danger? She had even discussed the possibility of using possessed living as spies or envoys with her advisors before she left for Theramore.
To her surprise, Archmage Modera started to laugh.
“There is no arguing with you when you are set upon investigating something, is there Jai – Lady Proudmoore.” She smiled and raised her hand. “Brace yourself then, now…”
Proudmoore glimmered, briefly illuminated by something that resembled the flash of light of teleporting. She shuddered a little, like she had gotten a bucket of cold water poured over her head.
“Not a trace of interference from anyone.” Archmage Modera said blithely. “I trust this will suffice for everyone assembled?” she added much less so.
“Banshee Queens do not go around possessing people. They may be possessive enough but that is another matter…” Proudmoore coughed and Sylvanas thought that she was blushing.
“Now that this trifling detail is out of the way, perhaps we can get back on track?” Dalar Dawnweaver huffed with a withering glare at Aran Spellweaver. Sylvanas definitely thought she saw a glimpse of the academic rivalry that Proudmoore had sometimes alluded to. “Lady Windrunner, absurdities aside, you mentioned how your outreaches were rejected at every turn. Yet you obviously managed to establish contact with Archm – Lady Proudmoore? And, presumably, Theramore?”
Establish contact…also known as Wailing her half to death. But once again Proudmoore was the quicker one to answer.
“That is correct. Lady Windrunner came in person after crossing the sea with only a single ship and a bare minimum, a skeleton crew –“ Archmage Modera snorted and waved apologetically at Proudmoore to continue. Yes, she and Areiel should meet some day. “ – but unfortunately my city did little better in the field of courtesy. My city guards attempted to arrest the delegation and I only arrived in the nick of time to prevent a complete diplomatic disaster.”
Sylvanas had to summon all her focus to remain impassive. Her mage certainly had a way with words sometimes. Indeed, a complete diplomatic disaster had been prevented.
She suddenly wondered what the dwarves would say if they ever learned of how things had continued since they left the Forsaken. She would probably never know.
“I see…” Dalar Dawnweaver mused thoughtfully but Sylvanas would bet that he did not. “Well, we are all fortunate to be spared any similar such debacle today at least.”
Sylvanas could only nod, rather meekly.
“Lady Windrunner, you have presented us with information that is certainly quite astounding.” Nilas Arcanister had so far remained silent but watching with piercing blue eyes that reminded a bit of Proudmoore. Was that some mage trade secret? “At the risk of inviting some manner of cataclysmically overwhelming demand that common politeness would force us to honour, may I ask what you and the nation of the Forsaken would most wish to see as an outcome from todays meeting? What can the Kirin Tor more concretely do for you?”
“Cease fighting us.” Sylvanas answered directly and perhaps bluntly. “Or more precisely start distinguishing between Scourge and Forsaken.”
This was obvious enough but also what the entire visit was about. This was it.
“A pact of mutual non-aggression, if you like. Forsaken forces currently hold the western shores of Lordamere Lake and with it a path between the Undercity – our capital – and Dalaran. If that line of communication could be maintained and the Scourge forces to the west surrounded and destroyed it would give us both a secure flank.”
“That is a tall order.” Rhonin blurted out. “But I would like to see it made possible, no argument there.”
“There is another suggestion too that I would like to formally put forth later as member of the Kirin Tor.” Proudmoore added. “Dalaran and Lordaeron and potentially also Theramore can be linked through permanent portals or at least a portal anchor to facilitate their creation. It would open up for regular and rapid communications between us and exchange of information concerning the Scourge. Also, there are some Forsaken mages who could use a bit of instruction…”
Proudmoore cut herself off with a nervous glance at Sylvanas.
“If they would be interested and it was possible to arrange.” she nodded at her mage. “There are also artisans and craftsmen amongst my people. Undeath claimed us all indiscriminately. I would not be opposed to trade or exchange of services outside military cooperation but all such things are things for later. Our first priority right now is that we cooperate and preferably coordinate our efforts against the Lich King’s armies.”
“What of the Scarlet Crusade?” Dalar Dawnweaver suddenly asked out loud.
“The Scarlet Crusade is a conglomeration of misguided fools and fanatics who has let themselves take leave of the feeble remains of their senses. They have proven to be a danger to anyone, living or undead, that crosses their path and my recommendation would obviously be to avoid them if possible.”
“I take it that you have…encountered them?”
“We have encountered them!” Proudmoore spoke high and loud beside her with her head raised defiantly. “Lady Windrunner, if you would please hold my staff?” her mage asked with an almost icy tone and Sylvanas slowly received her mage staff. Proudmoore was actually handing it over without hesitation, the thing that was every bit as close to her as the bow to a ranger, and was she really going to…?
She was. In front of the entire council of distinguished colleagues, her mage turned around and took hold of her shirt and pulled it and the tunic beneath it up to reveal her still poignant scars underneath the ranger wrapping around her chest.
A collective gasp went over the assembly and chairs scraped when wizards rose to get a closer look. Archmage Modera cursed under her breath and Rhonin had gripped the edge of the table in front of him.
“How the hell did they –“
“With a whip.” Proudmoore cut him off as she pulled down her shirt again. “In a cellar in which I would have died had it not been for Sylvanas and her rangers and deathguards.” She straightened out her clothes as she turned around to face them all again. “This is mild compared to what they have done to the Forsaken, and still do. Mild!”
Sylvanas could see clearly that the explanation did not satisfy Rhonin but he only nodded, clearly taken by Proudmoore’s revelation and the manner of it.
“Lady Windrunner and Ranger Lieutenant Kalira rescued me personally and were both wounded doing it. Lady Windrunner and her personal ranger squadron tended to my wounds and escorted me back to the Undercity immediately after to be able to better treat me. They spared no effort nursing me back to health after my wounds had made me catch fever. No one could ask for more loyal allies.” Proudmoore declaimed solemnly in a way that allowed no refutation.
Shame gnawed and tore at Sylvanas from inside. Here her mage stood, tall and prud, and defended her and all the Forsaken against suspicion and accusation that they both knew lurked just beneath the surface. Her mage, whose eyes had turned wide with fear not an hour ago from what Sylvanas had done to her.
Her Jaina, who Sylvanas had been wrong to doubt time and time again, too cowardly to offer the trust that she deserved.
Her Jaina.
“Are we to understand that Theramore and the…the Forsaken are now allied, Jaina?” Archmage Modera asked. It was funny how Sylvanas had come to mirror her mage’s habit of thinking of Modera with her title.
“We have….discussed the matter.” Jaina said slowly. “We still have things that we need to work out between us.”
Sylvanas did not move a muscle but the too kind words made her want to hang her head in shame, no, mortification. Things to work out, that was to say the least.
“Lady Proudmoore has lent her personal aid in our war against the Scourge. She has been instrumental in saving our capital city and granted an honorary position in my dark ranger corps, wherein…wherein she has conducted herself with exceptional bravery.”
Jaina swallowed and for the briefest moment her features softened but she blinked the expression away.
“My presence has been noted by our enemy.” Her mage spoke very seriously. “The Scourge has employed a new kind of creature, a four-legged winged flying construct that is seemingly untouchable by magic and can cancel out spells. It is as you can understand extremely dangerous to face alone for one of us. Several dark rangers died defending me from five such creatures outside Ambermill.”
Rhonin cursed.
“Just after the good Marshal Garithos had managed to send our sharpshooters packing back to Ironforge… Alright, we will have to find another non-magic counter to flyers.”
“Enchanted weapons may yet work even if spells do not.” Sylvanas pointed out. “They are not invulnerable, but very tough.”
“We have emplacements for ballistae on some towers. I will have to ask if they could be put back in shape. Along with whatever else – a city wall without holes and other small things.” Rhonin ran his hand through his hair as he used to do when he had too much to think about.
His colleagues exhibited various signs of being deep in thought. A few looked through a paper or another in front, or made a note or two. But it was as if the meeting had taken on another tone. Nothing was agreed upon, or decided upon, yet the tension that had initially been there was evaporating. They may well bicker and disagree on details but on the whole, on the main question of accepting the fact that there was Scourge and there was Forsaken, Sylvanas just found it more and more unthinkable that one of the wizards would stand up raise objections.
They may just be winning this day.
***
“That was one council session I will not soon forget.” Rhonin stretched his back when he, Jaina and Sylvanas stepped outside again. Modera and the rest of the council had offered their goodbyes inside, Modera with a knowing glimpse in her eye when Rhonin insisted on accompanying their guests to the city gates to avoid any embarrassing incidents with the rest of Dalaran’s citizens. She was inconveniently observant some times.
Sylvanas and Jaina. What an odd pair of negotiators.
And Sylvanas. She was really, undoubtedly, undead. Which meant she had died. He may have expected that but expecting was not the same as being prepared for it. It was heart-breaking enough that holding a council session felt outright sacrilegious and inside he just wanted to go home and hold Vereesa instead.
Sylvanas must have had a terribly straining day as well, if there was anything that was the same inside her. Rhonin decided that he would believe that it was. Sylvanas deserved that much. She had always been fair to him, even if they had rarely had time to meet much, and even if she wasn’t the most fun at gatherings she conveyed a sincere feeling of confidence in him. She trusted that Rhonin was good for her little sister, and no matter how busy she was she would always be ready to help.
If Sylvanas was still Sylvanas inside, or as much as she could be considering the horrible things that had been done to her, she was deeply troubled by something. Which she of course had every reason to be, it was practically her current job to be deeply troubled, being both the Forsaken’s general and queen of all things!
Rhonin had so many questions. There was only one that mattered right now though, the rest could wait.
“Sylvanas…I assume you know what I am going to ask.”
Sylvanas drew up.
“Yes, Rhonin.”
“It would mean the world to her. I only persuaded her to stay at home by promising that I would bring you there. Jaina too, of course. I would grovel if I thought it would do any good but you’ve never struck me as an appreciator of sycophancy and would probably only find it whiny.”
Sylvanas clenched her jaw tight and there was something about her that spoke of inner debating of the worst kind. She looked at Jaina, looking both evaluating and very ill at ease.
“Could we? Would it be…I mean, is it…?” Jaina asked in a small voice. What was going on? Why was visiting Vereesa something that should stir such gloom? And since when did Jaina Proudmoore sound subservient to anybody?
Since she had her city occupied by her very own father and saw herself forced to side with the persecuted orcs against him, most likely. Jaina’s letters describing the events had been to the point but official. There was no mention of what that nightmare must have done to her personally. Yet it still did not add up. Jaina had spoken with such conviction and bravado to the Kirin Tor – Rhonin was kind of proud of her, I you were allowed to be proud if you were just friends with someone – and now she was deflated and unsure as if all that conviction had dried up.
“We do have time.” Sylvanas replied hesitantly, and then added to Rhonin as if she remembered that she should explain herself. “It is not safe for us to linger too long in Dalaran as of now.”
“Of course. Teleporting is currently unrestricted throughout the city, the demons wrecked every sort of ward we ever had. Walking to knock on someone’s door is still considered polite though. Yet in this special case…”
Rhonin channelled his mana and wrapped Jaina and Sylvanas inside the spell’s pattern. In the next blink they were right inside the door of his home.
“Vereesa? Are you awake, darling?” Rhonin called moderately loudly inside. There was no answer, but that did not always determine if she was awake.
“Come inside. After leaving your boots in the hall, if you please.” Rhonin had to add. Sylvanas he could understand, being Ranger-General and all, but surely Jaina had had a veneer of civilisation earlier. Dark rangers, was it? They had apparently made an impression.
Rhonin quietly walked through their apartment towards the bedroom with his guests tip-toeing behind.
“Jaina first, I think. That should be easiest.” Rhonin took a deep breath and opened the unhelpfully creaking door slightly.
Vereesa was awake and squinted in the low light when she looked up at him.
“Hey love…” she whispered.
“Jaina is here.” Rhonin waved her inside.
“Jaina?”
“Hello Vereesa.” Jaina sounded both happy and sad when she bent down over her. Vereesa feebly returned the careful hug.
“I’m not in much of a shape, am I? I’m sorry you have to see me like this, Jaina, really.”
“Don’t be like that. It has been more or less the same for all the elves in Theramore too. And it’s absolutely wonderful to see you alive.”
“Rhonin has been taking care of me. And my rangers. And this city. And most of everything else I think.”
“Rhonin has his uses sometimes.” Jaina smirked.
Well, always such a source of heart-warming recognition, your fellow mage colleagues…
“How…have you been, Jaina?”
“That is, kind of, a long story. Maybe when you are a bit more rested?” Jaina looked like she grimaced.
“I get you.”
“Vereesa, there’s someone else here to see you too.” Jaina had taken her hand very gently.
“She is here…?” Vereesa turned at once to Rhonin. Now she was fully awake, wide-eyed and desperate so it hurt to see.
While Rhonin wanted nothing more than to pick her up he instead stepped aside.
“Dear sister, you look like you’ve seen a ghost.” Sylvanas said.
***
Rhonin and Jaina had retreated to the kitchen. More precisely Rhonin had dragged her there to let the lunatics talk in peace.
“Lunatics?” Jaina asked, bemused.
“Vereesa is called Little Moon and Sylvanas’ nickname used to be Lady Moon. So, lunatics both of them.”
Then, finally, Jaina huffed and giggled and was at least a little bit the right and proper Jaina that she should be.
“That is…very fitting… Lunatics, the whole bunch of them!” But just as fast as it had come, her mirth faded again. She was not herself today.
“Jaina, do you need something to drink? Or eat? You don’t seem too well.”
“I don’t?” She sounded extremely concerned. “What – how does it show?”
“I…nothing serious, I just thought…” Rhonin cleared his throat. He hadn’t intended to accuse Jaina of looking tired in a prohibited way or something. Did everything have to be so blasted weird today? “You just seem worried. Not like you use to be. Which I suppose is perfectly understandable but it has me concerned. Us genius mages have to look out for each other.”
“I haven’t been much of a genius lately…”
That settled it. If Jaina was in that kind of mood something was severely out of place.
“Quit being an ogre towards yourself and tell me what you would like. I am the host here and at least half my guests need to eat and drink unless I am much mistaken.”
“Well, some water couldn’t hurt I think.” But she didn’t seem to sure about what she had just said.
Rhonin brought her a glass and filled it. He added a piece of ice for the sake of it.
“Are you ill in some way? Sylvanas said you had a fever earlier?”
“No, that was long ago, I’m…” Jaina stopped, and she coughed. If she was going to say ‘fine’ Rhonin had half decided to teleport them both to the nearest priest immediately. “I did something very bad to Sylvanas and she has…we argued. I feel sick. I just want it the day to be over with. I don’t mean seeing Vereesa or you, I just…”
There were tears welling up in her misty blue eyes. Rhonin cautiously moved closer.
“You argued?” he asked as gently as he could manage.
“It was terrible! It is terrible! Everything is – “ Jaina’s third ‘terrible’ was interrupted when Rhonin caught her in a hug.
Jaina gasped, and then dug her face deeper into his mage robes. She trembled and shook like Rhonin had never seen her do.
“Uhm, Jaina… Can I ask, what are you and Sylvanas to each other? You cooperated so well by all accounts when you held your speeches and you have evidently fought together very successfully… But I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so miserable.”
Jaina slowly stilled in his arms.
“What we…are?”
“Apart from being on less than great terms with each other right now.”
“I don’t know… Sylvanas is…she is the Dark Lady. And I’m her mage. I mean, I was…I…”
Rhonin hugged her tighter. They could delve into how Jaina regarded his sister-in-law another time. Sometime when, say, that relationship was not in tatters like it seemed to be now.
“Jaina, if you’d like, if it would be easier, you know you can always stay here for a while?”
“No!” She looked, no, felt, frightened by the thought. “I’ve got to go back. To…fix things.”
“Alright. You do what you think is best.”
“Rhonin… Are they really going to go with it? I mean you. The Council.”
“With what?”
“The Forsaken. T-trusting them not to be like the Scourge. Not wanting to destroy them anymore.”
“In the eventuality that my colleagues would prove to have the wits of a fruit fly I will turn them into the sheep they are. Then their wool could contribute to the city’s supply of scarves for the winter.” Jaina’s attention seemed to peak when he mentioned scarves, for some reason. “But Jaina. Can you really imagine Modera voting on destroying the Forsaken? After they have protected you, and cared for you? And Spellweaver and Dawnweaver always vote against one another so that is one more vote and half the council already.”
“It has to work.” Jaina coughed, huddling against his chest. She half sounded like she was sobbing, half like she was going to be sick. What was going on here? “It has to be worth it.”
Before Rhonin had time to wonder more, Sylvanas appeared with Vereesa in tow, with a blanket wrapped around her shoulders and somehow mirroring Jaina a little bit. Sylvanas however, looked like she felt exactly like Jaina had just described, and then worse.
“We need to return.” she only said.
“Sylvanas, please.” Vereesa pleaded. “Please stay. At least…at least promise you will come back soon…”
“You may be better off alone. Safer. I am the Forsaken Queen.”
Not the Queen of the Forsaken? Did she mean something putting it that way?
“Why are you being like this?!”
“I am undead, sister. I am sure you have noticed.”
“That is not what I mean! You can still be yourself! You can still be…kind…good!”
Sylvanas looked right at Jaina and something woeful and utterly crushing was written on her features and the red in her eyes had dimmed.
“No, sister, it would seem that I no longer know how.”
***
Anya and the rest of the ranger squadron met them under the shade of the first copse of trees. Jaina had hurried along more and more with almost every step. Her pulse had risen no matter how much she tried to calm herself to keep it down, and without a tense but still beneath it all satisfying council meeting, and an awkward reunion with Rhonin and Vereesa, there was nothing left to take her mind off the frightening reality that she had been poisoned with something terrible and she needed its antidote and sooner rather than later. Sylvanas kept pace with her but if anything the Dark Lady appeared distracted and deep in her own thoughts rather than showing her usual determination and haste. Was Sylvanas not taking the danger seriously? Or was the poison one that acted more slowly than she had hinted about? But even if you survived and were healed, exposure to some vile liquids could leave you permanently harmed. Was she so angry with Jaina that she was indifferent to the effects? Were they intended, as some even crueller form of punishment?
Sylvanas acknowledged Anya with a glance and small nod ahead. The four dark rangers fell in beside the Dark Lady and they kept their pace towards a hilly part of the ground on the western side of the Lordamere Lake, where the path quickly disappeared into coniferous woods. She wanted them out of sight from the city walls, Jaina guessed. That was good. That made sense. And then, soon, Sylvanas could present her with the antidote and she could drink it and stop feeling like she had trouble breathing properly and wondering what that hideous poison was doing to her body and how long she would last before…
With something that resembled a sigh Sylvanas held up a hand to stop her squadron. She turned around and Anya approached her with her backpack, from which she removed the warded and enchanted bracelets with notable lack of enthusiasm. Sylvanas took them without comment.
Did nobody even bother caring about whether she lived or died anymore?
Jaina held out her arms without delay and Sylvanas mechanically fastened the bracelets and pulled out her necklace to touch the jewels and lock them into place. She did it with uncharacteristic slowness, like she had suddenly lost faith in her own dexterity or was afraid to touch the bare skin of Jaina’s hands.
“So. Can I please have that bloody antidote now?” Jaina asked testily.
Sylvanas waved for Lyana, who was quick to pick out and hand the Dark Lady a glass vial in a protective leather casing, sealed with a sturdy cork and what looked like wax.
“You will not need it.” was Sylvanas’ perplexing answer.
“Come again?” A myriad of unwelcome ideas of utter betrayal, attempting to murder her or raise her as undead or whatever else fluttered across Jaina’s mind but she waved them away. Now she was losing her patience.
“The poison will have long since gone out of your body. It is quick and works almost instantaneously but burns out quickly too. Its effects do not last particularly long, not with this limited dosage.” Sylvanas finally looked Jaina in the eyes. “Apart from the crippling pain it causes the poison is not very potent or effective. Other than the shock coming from being subjected to that it is very unlikely to leave a healthy person with any adverse effects. You have my word that you are not in any danger from it…Lady Proudmoore.”
“But…the sweating…I’ve had trouble breathing properly! I felt sick, nauseous almost, the whole day!”
The whole afternoon, more precisely, but it had been more than enough.
“And presumably you have been fighting off a serious headache in order to be able to function as well as you could, along with strains to your neck and something of a stomach ache as well?”
“…yes?...How…how did…” Sylvanas’ resigned calmness was unsettling.
“They are all common and well known symptoms of a great deal of poisons. And of intense anxiety.”
“There…”
“There was never any poisoning of you, not any more than what you felt briefly just after drinking it. But once you had been convinced that there were, your mind and body kept affirming that notion and you kept convincing yourself that you were growing more and more ill –”
“SMACK!”
Jaina hit her. She slapped the smooth blue-grey cheek as hard as she was able, so that Sylvanas reflexively turned her head away from the impact of Jaina’s palm. It stung awfully.
“…I suppose that makes us even…” Sylvanas only said.
“LIAR!” Jaina was so angry that she could barely form words. All of her trembled. “How the
could you?!”
“Technically, nothing I said was a lie. This is the same poison that I nearly killed Arthas with, but the arrow was coated fully in it rather than a pin’s drop diluted in water, and I had added another liquid that paralyzes its victim…”
“That is not what counts!” Jaina screamed at her at her lungs’ full capacity, almost to the point where her voice would break. “Either you’re being honest or you say that something is a secret or is private and you don’t want to discuss it! How is anyone supposed to trust you when you do things like this?! How am I supposed to trust anything you say now?!”
To that, Sylvanas had no answer. It only infuriated Jaina further.
“What if you were wrong and that blight would have killed me?!”
“The antidote is real. It would have cleansed the poison from you if the symptoms had lingered.”
“Best not take any chances, then!” Jaina snapped and snatched the vial out of Sylvanas’ hand.
“No, wait…”
“What? Is this also poisoned, or some other filthy lie?”
“It isn’t, I promise…” Sylvanas begun and stopped on her own accord when coming to that word. She had no spirit left in her voice and only sounded subdued. Remorseful, Jaina would have thought on another day but right now she did not give a damn. “It’s just…”
“I don’t want to hear it!” Jaina removed the cork and gulped down the entire content, grimacing. “Disgusting. True Forsaken vintage.”
“The antidote works in the same way as many of its kind, by making the body purge itself of the substance. The vial’s contents were ten times that of a necessary dose, just in case...”
Sylvanas sounded hesitant, of all things. But that had to be Jaina imagining. Just as the meaning of those words sank in Jaina felt herself heating up and sweating profusely, even more than from nervosity earlier in the day. And she was also starting to feel as if she had drunk an entire barrel of water.
“We’ll make camp here for a while, there…there is a stream a bit further up on your left side you can make use of.”
Jaina stormed away, hurt and now humiliated. She barged through the undergrowth, fuming and kicking at whatever unfortunate growing thing in her way.
The stream was in fact beautiful, she found, dug out deeply with smooth rocks next to it and high firs around it even though the autumn weather made it gloomier than it should have been. There was a place where it was reasonably deep and Jaina reckoned she could dip most of herself into the water. She swore viciously when she was caught up by the fact that for one her bracelets did now once again prevent her from undressing properly, and second that without her magic to access this would be a very unpleasant ordeal.
Still, there was no point in drawing it out. Jaina pulled off her fine boots, that had grown comfortable and shaped after her feet, her tough and durable pants that all dark rangers wore with good reason. Then her less durable socks and panties. She really could have used some arcanely hot water after sweating like she had right now. Her shirt and tunic she would have to just pull up as much as she could and hope she could still climb down without looking like a complete idiot.
It was not cold. It was icy. But Jaina almost welcomed the shock. Anything that took her mind off this, this insulting Tides-damned –
Anya was there.
She was standing quietly by the edge of the small clearing created by the bare rock and the water. Jaina vehemently wanted to think how the dark rangers would not even grant her the basic decency to bathe alone, and smother the small voice inside her that insisted that they would never think of it like that, and that Anya would only ever have wanted to keep watch over her.
Jaina wasn’t looking at her. She wouldn’t. She was bloody
ing furious.
She turned her head stubbornly away, hanging over the smoothened rock and with a firm grip on a nearby root and her lower body dangling into the numbing cold. It was primitive, and irritating to be so hindered and clumsy, and on top of it when Anya could see her, and Jaina was all but getting even angrier.
“I may be a worthless ranger but I can still see you bloody standing there!” Jaina shouted at her.
Anya didn’t answer. She just approached unsurely, with her eyes lowered.
Only now did Jaina notice that the dark ranger was carrying her mage staff, much good it would do her now.
“You…you would be cold.”
Anya carefully put the staff down beside her against a low branch. She unclasped her black cloak and offered it forward for Jaina to dry herself, still looking down.
“What an impressive deduction!” Jaina sneered but even in her current state of mind she was immediately ashamed of it. She breathed out a long and ragged sigh and tiredly held out her free arm to take the cloak, still stubbornly staring in the opposite direction.
The wise and sensible thing right now would be to get out of the water. It was…definitely high time for it.
Jaina was not inclined to be wise. She was not inclined to be anything right now so long as Anya was there. Jaina may be chilled to the bone but inside she was hot with anger. Ugly, resentful anger that she was still reluctant to just let out.
Anya’s small voice broke through any barriers of resentment that Jaina’s mind could possibly put up.
“Sylvanas and I drank the same dosage of the poison the night before. To test it. Even if we may be more resilient to its effects than you are after becoming undead.”
Jaina said nothing.
“Sylvanas wanted to drink a greater dosage to counteract that but I did not allow it.”
Jaina angrily scrubbed her leg, futilely without sponge or soap or so much as a washcloth. Anything to get this stink of twisted undead…creepiness off her!
“I tried to argue against…I did argue against doing this after tasting the poison and feeling the pain it would cause you. I said we couldn’t do it!” Jaina would have betted that Anya was just about wringing her hands. “That we would drive you away from us forever…”
“Whatever could have given you that idea?” Jaina sneered, dripping with sarcasm as venomously as she had ever begged Sylvanas not to be.
“We are scared!” Anya cried. “We are scared, broken things and none more than Sylvanas! You are the best thing that happened to us! You are our warmth and our light in a world that is only cold and darkness and to go back to an existence without you is a thought we can not bear! It would be like dying all over again. Trust me on that, I am an expert.”
Jaina could not help but laugh, mirthlessly.
“Please don’t g-go.” Anya whimpered. She knelt down before Jaina who was supporting herself on the bare rock and beginning to shiver and stiffen from the cold. She should have thought twice about attempting something like this without her magic at hand.
Anya reached inside her chest armour and the silvery necklace glittered when she put its blue gem against the matching ones by Jaina’s forearms. The bracelets clattered against the ground.
“Please don’t go.” Anya whispered as she offered Jaina her staff.
Jaina was stunned. For several counts she only managed to blink.
Anya had set her loose. She could leave and be done with this stupid…something… She could teleport straight into Dalaran and never have to bother with insane persons who...damn it! Jaina raised her hand to cast the spell. Even if she would land naked in the middle of the Council Hall it would beat having to put up with this…this…
Anya was crying. She looked at Jaina with such terror and despair about her that it was more as if Jaina was about to run her through with an ice lance than teleport away.
So lost.
Her hair was tangled. A small twig and a bough or two had gotten stuck in it. That would never have happened normally. Never. Anya Eversong slid like wind and water around every obstacle. Jaina would have wanted to pluck them out and comb her hair in order again.
Her cheeks showed the tell-tale dark streaks. They begged for someone to wipe the tears away.
So sad.
Could anyone have thought this was Ranger Lieutenant Eversong, who would take on a fortress of Scarlets and an army of Scourge no matter how frightened she was, and wade into the thickest of fighting without a thought for herself and every thought for her friends? This terrified, lonely little pale elf…
So small.
Jaina felt a pang of pain. She couldn’t do it. She just couldn’t. However angry she was she couldn’t leave Anya in a broken heap on the ground like this. And as she decided that Jaina’s anger trickled out of her, and even if she didn’t want to let Anya off that easily it felt good.
She let the spell fade and lowered her hand. Anya stared at her, in glassy-eyed shock at first and then with what Jaina assumed was disbelief, like she didn’t dare to trust her own eyes.
Jaina sighed deeply and the cold made itself known. She stiffly crawled back up onto the rock and shook her crumpled shirt and tunic off her arms before picking up Anya’s cloak to wrap herself in. It was cold, but lovely all the same. A touch of fire magic made it not lovely, but wondrous.
A fir clung to the bank of the stream next to her, its roots grasping at every point for purchase as firs did. Jaina sat herself down against the coarse bark of its trunk with the ranger cloak wrapped tightly around most of her.
“Anya...come…” Jaina sighed deeply and held out her arms.
Anya flew into them like a dark blur.
She curled up like a ball with her arms wrapped around Jaina’s neck and cried without end, shivering and shaking while Jaina wrapped the ranger cloak about them both and warmed them both with arcane heat.
“I’m sorry for that thing I said about a Forsaken vintage.” Jaina whispered into the delicate long ear.
Anya shook even more in her arms and Jaina realised that she was laughing, laughing and sobbing all the same.
“You are right about that. We have been twisted into e-e-evil, ugly things. We fear to lose you to plots and schemes and imagined threats while instead we make us lose you through nothing but our own horrid actions!” Anyas voice rose in distress but Jaina hushed her down.
“You are not evil, Anya… You are good…” She stroked across the dark hair, that was not the shiny black sheen of Lyana’s but simply just dark. Just Anya. “And beautiful.” Jaina placed the smallest kiss on the elven ear and felt Anya jolt.
They sat like that for a long time. Had it been any other time Jaina would have caught fire from the embarrassment of sitting with a dark ranger in her lap stark naked. But right now it just felt less important.
“Will you stay with us?” Anya asked in a small voice. All of her became so small somehow when Jaina held her, like she had shrunk to the size of a child in her arms.
Jaina sighed long and deep and nodded.
“I can not promise you to stay forever. And you must respect that, all of you. Either you trust me or this is over.”
Anya nodded against her.
“I will talk to Sylvanas.” she whispered. “Should…should I wear the bracelets? They limit banshee powers to an extent and you could put them on me in case things would…would turn hostile, since I did promise to kill you if I had to once before…I mean, if you think it would…”
“Tides, you are all a mess…” Jaina pinched her nose. She held up a hand as sign that she wanted to think for a while.
Beyond the trees the autumn sun was setting. It was high time to return to a warm tent for anyone who was fortunate enough to have it.
“I want to talk to Sylvanas when we can both be undisturbed and somewhat reasonable, and have the time to talk like adults again. ” Jaina finally said. Until then I guess I’d better wear these stupid things.” When she said that, Anya froze. “I will do that if you swear to me that you will remove them wherever and whenever I command you to, no matter what.”
“I swear it.” Anya said earnestly.
“You all seem to have such a thing for chaining me up…”