God loves each of his children as if it was His only one, so big is His love. Witnessing all the pain and sin, I am sure God is in constant pain because of us. Terrible things happen, and God does not intervene, why? I think it´s because of free will. He will not touch it, no matter how much we abuse it. We are allowed to develop into devils or angels. As every parent, God wants us to be like him. For this we are put on earth and are constantly fighting evil and have to endure sometimes heartbreakingly unfair personal hardships in our biographies. Why He chose this cruel way of existence with evil, illness, war and death all around us all the time, was the best way to educate us, is not entirely clear to me. But I am 100% sure that this all will make perfect sense one day. If there was a better or easier way to achieve His goals, He would have chosen it. We must never forget what He suffers and had to suffer to make this way of salvation possible for us. God, the all perfect beeing challenged by nothing even suffered real fear of death for us, and he even endured it. I think we can safely assume that this is the only possible way to go for us. God said to Himself, that all this pain and torment is worth it in the end, so we can be assured it all will be worth it. Thats a very balming thought if you think about it. On our personal journey through life, we can always rely on Him with serious praying, that I say out of personal experience. And if this was not help enough, we can even pray to His mother, whome he whome he loves as such. You can get help when you are in need and ask for it, thats what I often heard and thats what I expereinced myself.