Akar,
If I am only ever concerned about myself then what am I doing on these threads? My concern is that so many have not got the insurance that I have when I have to leave this world. That insurance is that Jesus Christ died for my sins so that I will never see disease again nor the pains that go with them. The statistics are an indicator of how horrible this world can be and when one adds all the aborted babies to them it makes for even sadder reading. So, if you want to hold me responsible for all that then carry on.
We in Great Britain enjoy a National Health Service that caters through our taxes for the health needs of our people meaning at the point of entry and treatment there is no further charge. Believe it or not I still pay tax even being supported by the Government.
I believe that when Scripture tells us that God won't have us bear any more than we can manage these words are for those who believe the Lord Jesus Christ is their God and Saviour. In other words all them that are born again of the Spirit of God.
So in answer to your last question I think I have answered it above. That doesn't mean I don't feel anything for them because as a parent there is nothing that could be sadder than to lose a child under any circumstance. But, if you want to think the worst of me that I cannot stop nor help but please stop trying to analyse what is in my heart.