Trashed? I'd beg to differ. But as far as I can tell, that thread you linked isn't relevant to the debate at hand, since what we're debating here is not the existence of God, but his goodness. This discussion already presupposes that there is a God and that the Christian conception of him is true.
If you wouldn't become a Christian even if Christianity were true, then it's not truth you're after. You admit that your rejection of Christianity is volitional and that it has nothing to do with whether or not Christianity is actually true. Which is fine, but it's not the position of a neutral observer on a quest for truth.
It's one thing to reject Christianity because you haven't the evidence for it to be compelling; that seems like a reasonable position to take, and an intellectual discussion might prove to be productive there. But an emotional or volitional rejection, that's hard to overcome through reason alone. So there's not much I can do to change your mind.