Now the post you're about to read will be taken out of context, hated by some, and probably somewhat insulting but I feel the need to speak my mind after reading so many posts in the last year about this topic. None of you know what you're talking about. Now for someone you've never met to say that to you over a computer is like "What the hell? This guy doesn't know me, or my opinions, or my expieriences, how can he say that?" I can because I don't know what I'm talking about either. None of you that has ever debated the meaning of life, the meaningless of life, the human condition, and expierience, and reality and what it all means, you are all talking out of your asses. In the end, most of us are young people who play video games who lack a VAST amount of knowlegde of the human expierience to be able to make the kind of claims that we're making.
We're all in the same mess, and not a single one of the billions of little lost souls on this rock will EVER know ANY of the answers to ANY of these questions. Accept that. All this groveling and arguing is pathetic, because in the end the only reason any of us talk about this, or think about it even is the desire for clarity, or an answer. We somehow believe that exploring this topic is going to shine some light on the subject and make us all feel better. Well accept it, it's not going to happen. It's like trying to dig a hole to China, either you're going to get some common sense and give up and realize it's futile, and hop out of your hole and enjoy what's in front of you, or you're going to be so hard headed that you'll dig until you get burned by magma, and die. And I mean that, these thoughts are destructive, and simply the fact that there are no answers is proof we're not supposed to know them.
And to see people like yourselves talking so matter-of-factly about things that you know NOTHING about is nauseating. And I mean that, none of you, or myself have any insight into any of these topics because we're all existing in the same state of uncertainty. So stop trying to preach as though you've discovered some kind of answer, because you haven't. You've just once again stumbled upon the vast incomprehensible world we live in, and need to vent your feelings. So don't rebuke with your little theories, or opinions, because they're all falling into the same category: ********. And deep down inside of you, you know that it's true.
You're here once, and you can spend all day for the rest of your life until the morning of your death and you're going to look into the mirror and realize that you're no closer to clarity then than you were typing on that gaming forum 50, or sixty, or seventy years ago. You can waste a life talking about this. So in the end, my disgust is not born of contempt, but of love, for I wish that everyone could let go with their obsession with control and clarity, and just accept our world.
Fall in love, learn a language, climb a mountain, smell a flower, make a friend, acheive a goal.
These are the fruits of out existence, and perhaps in the vasntness of the cosmos they are as insignificant as a fly ********, but enjoy them, because it's all we got.


















