I know, probably Cogito ergo sum, it used to do the trick for me but it doesn't anymore.
Firstly, Because it doesen't seems as logically awesome as it is: My senses are "showing" me something and I doubt about the veracity of that which is being "shown" and since I think when I doubt, something is thinking, therefore something is.
How does Descartes knows that Doubt = Thinking?
How does Descartes knows that Thinking = Existing?
How does he knows that something is receiving that sensorial experience and doubting about it in the first place? This one is very important, it's almost a circular logic.
And an even bigger doubt I have is that Cogito ergo sum is basically logic and I'm afraid logic may be just as unreliable as senses. If there is something that overrides or can cast an irredeemable doubt over senses, how can I be sure that there isn't something that can do the same to logic? It's natural, it comes from us, it is developed by us and perhaps even influenced by senses, we belive the conclusions it reaches are right. I AM DOUBTING LOGIC USING LOGIC.
Finally, is that concepts don't make any sense to me anyomre. When I think about "exist" or "to be" it SEEMS easy to grasp, but when I ask myself: "if you are so sure, can you define those concepts then?" And I can't, they make no sense, I can't explain what it is to "exist" or "to be". I'm not sure if I'm clear about this, but, ironically, it's hard to explain.
Any philosophical train of thought I have has been stopped by a huge black boulder of doubt and I'd like you guys moved it if you can, because I can't.