
Originally Posted by
Joar
I must confess I feel a strange sensation of... emptiness. Although I'd been looking forward to the day when SAI was finally released, I now find myself sort of drained, and left with a feeling of "so now what?"
I know this feeling. I've felt it before. It kicks in after the completion of a project, when all is said and done. When the purpose is gone. When the goal line's been crossed.
Although I had done some things for SAI earlier - like some new buildings and the set of ancillaries - my real work began with a conversation I had with julianus heraclius about the Guptas and the Kidarites, and how it was a shame that they wouldn't have some unique features, like portraits, event images and so on. This conversation took place almost 3 months ago, january 5th, to be exact. I slowly drifted into committing to the cause, and to try and create some. I proclaimed: So, if I had a 6 or 7 days, I believe I could do it. Julianus herclius answered: ...6 or 7 days would be fine as I have to wrap up things and check optional instals etc which always takes longer than expected, so I can wait.
Who's the more foolish? The fool, or the fool who follows him? This old Obi-Wan Kenobi quote fits very well if one consider the naive conversation above. I don't know which one of us was the greater fool, or who followed who, I guess it was probably more a case of two fools joining hands and walking gladly in the direction of that dreadful yet wonderful abyss that is modding.
I started making the portraits and the other things, but all of a sudden, I don't remember how, I found myself doing all sorts of things that wasn't planned in any way. Things that clearly wasn't part of my contract. I got carried away, and julianus heraclius pushed on. Make it so! There were times when part of me wanted to reply: For God's sake, I'm a modder, not a magician! But I never did, and the simple reason why is because I enjoyed it. I enjoyed the work and the challenge. And now, when we've reached the end of the road, when others may harvest the fruits of our labour, I shall remember the time we've spent working on SAI. We few, we happy few, we band of brothers.
There you go, a little piece of IB history.