The illuminati/new world order are the sort of unconvincing "big conspiracy" scaremongering designed to appeal to paranoid sociopathic basement-dwellers.
There's lots of good science done on conspiracy theories, largely explaining that the larger the "theory" the more people who need to operate it, the greater the potential of it being leaked or uncovered.
If the "new world order" had the capacity to amalgamate control of pretty much the entire world, to do so without having ever left any physical or anecdotal evidence (again, evidence, not paranoid ramblings) do you honestly think they would be powerless to prevent david Icke (who is, frankly, a

ing retard)from publishing the truth in endless novels?
Given the "reptillian" order (I mean, really?) are capable of controlling mankind, starting wars, they would presumably have the power to stop people like david icke from spouting their delusional gibberish, they'd just have him declared insane (which I would happily advocate) and put in an asylum, or create a conspiracy to discredit him.
Thankfully none of this is necessary, the utter absurdity is clear to all, there is an approximate correlation between those who strongly believe in conspiracy theories and those who spend a lot of time on their own, generally disaffected people who need a "great enemy" to justify their own lack of social or economic progress, ladies and gentlemen, the New world order does not exist, there are corrupt politicians, stupid politicians, unnecessary wars, but none of these require a global conspiracy to exist, we are humans, a primate with the same basic impulses as our cousins the chimps, our societies are largely a reflection of our slow development in to what we might one day objectively say is a fairer system.
I also put it to you that the system we have now is far better than anything that has preceeded it, our societies generally have freedom of expression (even for crackpots) and the truth is, these conspiracy advocates are just people looking for a cause, a justification, and a good yarn.
I feel sorry for you if you are truly paranoid and delusional, but before suggesting this is due to a global order of malevolent intent, consider that it is probably more likely that you simply have a condition or circumstance makes you more susceptible to gullability.