Yesterday I just somehow happened to reflect about eternity, and it scared the hell out of me.
That was because I started to realize what real eternity, not as a matter of mathematics and numbers, but as a matter of life, means.
Basically from a human point of view, time will never end. It just goes on, and on, and on. Forever.
Now I suppose you know what eternity means, but just think about it. It never ends. Never. It just goes on and on...
Thinking about that, I realized that I probably wouldn't want to live forever.
I can't even bear the thought of having an endless life. Not being very religious, this wasn't that much of a problem for me so far. I thought I just die and that's it.
However I noticed a problem with that. When you die, you stop existing forever, while time just goes on. That's what creeps me out. "Your" Non-existence never ends, either.
None of us can tell how it is not to live, but I just can't imagine that there is really nothing after you die. And what's "nothing" anyway? How can "nothing" even exist after your death?
And even it there is nothing, an eternal nothing doesn't seem appealing either.
I find it very hard to bring my thoughts to a written form, but I hope some of you could follow them anyway. I just wanted to share them.





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