
Originally Posted by
ivan_the_terrible
Anyway, we can't ever know how the man was really feeling inside
Why not? There is a biography of him from the 1st century AD, as well as dozens of letters to and from his own hand, on various important topics of his own life. There are crucial eyewitness biographical sketches of him by Cicero. The portrait of the man is quite clear, and the sniveling youth can hardly stand up to the more actual character of of the real person, evident in the lines of this ancient portrait:
I don't think it would have been his "force of will" that made him look up to his ancestors, but rather his upbringing, his mother, and his position in society. Now obviously the show couldn't have explored his upbringing in great depth, but imo it more than compensated through the portrayal of his relationship with his mother, which I thought was surprisingly genuine, and with his peers.
What makes you say any of it? The 'relationship with his mother', no matter how interesting or relevant from a story perspective, has no actual correlation with real life. What drove him to challenge Caesar was not 'his mother', or 'his position in society', but the blinding idealism and intellectualism, none of which are represented in the show even through a hint.