To Honour and Glory aka Richard the Lionheart
Hmmm, well I am not one for speeches, but here goes.
I logged in today to chaos, once again OgresNet has blundered in and "fixed" things. Unlike the other times however, this was different, they had put the most hated man in recent TWC history, in sole control of the site....under their watchful gaze anyway.
HG....HG, what can I say. We were fairly close(ish) due to our time on the IRC, probaly as close to friends as you can make over an internet forum, or perhaps not.
I won't repeat Katrina's excellent post here, but to put it simply, she sums you up perfectly.
You are twisted, twisted by hate...and greed....and ambition...and what makes this truly pathetic is that all this...is aimed solely at an internet forum....a place which means NOTHING in the real world, and yet you devote your entire being into climbing it's heirarchical ladder....I pity you, I really do.
Before you were banned, and in that short time you were a strategos, you were jubilant...but not because you thought people who harmed the site were now incapable of doing so, but because you...YOU had climbed the ladder of "success" and become a STRATEGOS. Bravo. You were so happy, I, to be honest, was a little scared, and after the subsequent events in which you left I was still perturbed...I can understand taking a little pride in being a mod, but the intensity you displayed was manic.
Months past, I came back to the site and became a moderator, during said time you were discussed a fair bit, but I always stayed out of it, abstaining from what I saw as undue bashing, despite the mountain of evidence.
Then you come back, and you are different to before. Bitter.
This becomes really evident during the Besim episode, your bile was sickening to me, it turned my stomach, I lost any thought I had to PM you, I didn't want to be associated with your sickness, or feed it....because you are sick, sick in your mind.
And then this. This, out of the blue, Almost universally staff is demoted and you are Sole admin. What lies did you feed to Ogre, what bile did you use to convince him that you are what is best for this site? This was truly disgusting, but not surprising to be honest, I always knew you would find your way back into staff, but this masterstroke I thought beyond you....your spitefulness and bile grew it seems.
I have a question though HG, are you happy now? You have achieved [/B]everything[/B] you ever yearned for.
You have become.....nothing. You are the admin of a website that is stored on a harddrive. Yay. How many hours did you piss away planning this...think about it, while you were planning this, other people your age were out making friends, making girl-friends, going to parties, socialising, working, building careers, starting families, exercising, striving to be everything they can be in the real world, not on some crappy computer forum.
Look around you HG, thats right, stand up and look around the room, where are your friends? your girlfriend? check your phone....any messages? any missed calls? I didn't think so, you don't have anyone to call you do you? You spend all your time at the computer, eating junkfood, and loathing yourself, using TWC as your "fantasy world" in which you are "Cool", in which you are "good looking", in which people actually like you, because you can be whoever you want...but as history proves, eventually your true self shines through, and people draw back, they can't stand the real you, they find it disgusting.
As I said before, I pity you. I liked you, a part of me still does, what I saw of you showed a real person, but one who has let himself become so twisted, so obsessed with the internet, that he has lost himself.
This post isn't meant to be a flame HG, just truth, for your own sake, turn off the computer, and next time you are in class, introduce yourself to people, make some real friends, take up a sport, and never come back, I know I won't be coming back (Yes I'll be banned but I could still come back if I really wanted to).
Originally Posted by Garbarsardar
I think it is a little harsh. I myself get obsess in the same way; its only in the past 3 years that I have found ways of getting out of bad routines etc. Your advise is very good. Just turn the bloody computer of and get out there and start talking to real people. It makes all the difference, i'm now popular at college, I spend many our going out having fun with friends, I play the guitar and I am an overall happy person. As a result infact when I log onto this site to read posts and download mods I take no notice of all the 'administration' stuff, hell i haven't got a clue who is who and what the structure is even after a year of being registered. So when I saw that thread with the poll (you know the one
) I voted 'yes', because I thought everything on the site was fine, the threads were well-ordered, the skin is nice and there is not a stupid amount of spammers. Thats all I've ever noticed lol, so forgive me for not looking deeper for I never read any of these types of threads and never take notice of who is banned etc. But JP msn'd me yesterday and told me some of the facts. Well I am sorry for voting 'yes' lol and I have come to realise that (from what random wierdness is going on) that Honour&Glory is not the person who should be in command of the site 
But I do seriously think that you shouldn't be so harsh and personal about it (although it will make him look up that is true, you cannot call him obsene things as you can't make out some-body's personality from a website-forum, which i think you said yourself. But I will say again I am sure that if that is what you are like Honour and Glory (obsessed by a site that is) which looks pretty obvious, I am sure you are not a horrid person in real life but your obsessive habits have led people on a site to think so, which really comes to show...what was the point in it all? Anyway Just do as he says and get out there and start enjoying yourself lad
