I have it in my head that I need to roleplay, I'm restarting the game mainly because of character customizations not working out in the end and because I'm not roleplaying well enough or I'm not emerged in the game. I'm trying to see things through the characters perspective and this worked 6 months ago or so before I deleted it because I ended up losing the plot and just completely rushing quests and it ruined the whole experience. So there's so much of Skyrim that I haven't discovered, I only got about 12 hours out of my best guy but now find it impossible to recreate what I had during the early hours of that playthrough.
It's when I watch these let's plays as well, such as Damos if you've seen his on Youtube. He's so good at really getting into the game but because I'm on my like 60th playthrough of the Tutorial and first hour out of the tutorial, I just find it so difficult to get through that part and not just end up thinking whats the point again. Like I said I really love Skyrim its a great game but I'm starting to think I need to re-evaulate my goal with it. Do you think I should stop trying so hard to roleplay or when I don't "feel" like a certain thing or conversation or event went as I wanted it to go, just carry on instead of trying to create some experience from it. if that makes any sense?
Yeah you guys got any experience with roleplaying and having a hard time getting it going?