With the gathered group now separating, Simon de Provence walked back towards his tent. Along the way, Simon kept thinking about what the knight called Philip said. “Alea iacta est.The die is cast.” The words kept revolving around in Simon’s mind over and over again. By the time he had reached his tent, he finally realized the gravity of those words. Either they take Constantinople and claim it for their own or the this particular Crusading host would fall apart. If that were to happen, what life was there for him to live? Who would want a knight who had been a part of not only a failed crusade, but a blasphemous one as well? If that happens, he would have to go back to serving in a mercenary company and where is the honor in that.
With this thought in his mind, Simon departed his tent once more to examine Constantinople again. He was resolved to take this city or die trying, for there was nothing left for him in this world. Either he take his chance now to achieve glory or we will die at the hands the Greeks and hopefully, he would have taken a few Greeks with him to hell.