I feel like I dont have a goal im working towards at the moment, nothing that really interests me and that I want to succeed in. kinda related to my other thread, my goal this last year has been to have a boxing match, but now im not sure thats something I want to do. I guess I really want to find something that is a ling term goal I can work towards in life, because when I leave uni I have no idea what im going to do. The only job that I really want is to be a fireman, and im even having second thoughts about that.
EDIT: just some ramblings in my head before I go to sleep so I can look at this in the morning.
I spend too long playing computer games, tomorrow I am not going to play any.
I dont interact enough with the world around me. I spend too much time inside on my own
I get on well with most people, but dont form really close bonds with them often and I dont go out and interact enough. My main social interactions are at uni / sports clubs. then again, maybe this is normal. Where else do you meet people? I do have some great friends at taekwondo.
I dont do much in a day. Im a student so I have loads of free time.
I really like having a project to work towards, but finding a good project is hard.
Long distance relationships are hard
I feel like once I have something achievable to work towards in life I will acheive it. Its just finding something that motivates me enough.
My OCD possibly gets in the way of things. My fear of viruses doesnt usually impact on me, but it has made me want to give up wrestling, which I really enjoyed. It doesnt always intrude into my every day life, but occasionally it does.
I am too unmotivated to do anything.
I dont like cities
I like being able to be creative and problem solve. I ought to find a productive way to do this.