You mean you are proud the USSR and USA used German expertise to improve their killing machines immediately after WWII, because they had focused their pre-war economy on peaceful existence and not turning their people into barbarians. By the 50s, Nazi scientists were no longer of use. Germany's scientific contributions since 1945 have been no more exceptional than anyone elses.
Germany doesn't have a military tradition. The Allies made sure of that. And it's a good thing too. Militarism is an extremely negative trait. Relucatant use of force only when necessary is the way to be.
Peace, not war, shall be our boast,
But, should foes assail our coast,
Make us then a mighty host,
God defend our free land.
Lord of battles in Thy might,
Put our enemies to flight
,Let our cause be just and right,
God defend New Zealand.
I see your problem. You call yourself a label and then support the views you associate with it. You should be deciding on views independently and then labelling them after, and not putting too much importance on the labels.