I do believe I have depression..

[Alkarin]

First off I am 18 now, and this has been going on for about a year or two, but it has slowly but surely become more and more of an issue and it is now finally at the point where I feel like I have to seek out answers and help for whatever this is. I do believe it is depression, since it started with the ending of my first and only serious relationship. While I thought I may have just been over emotional about it and I'd get over it within the next couple of months that didn't happen. Despite my logical conclusions on the situation it seems I've driven myself down into a case of depression that has lasted almost 2 years and it is now finally affect my health.

I feel weak and dizzy far too frequently even if I have had a full meal just a couple hours before hand

I have the worst troubles sleeping, and I can easily stay up until the sun rises.

Over maybe the last year or so I have unexplainably gained weight, while all my childhood I have been known for my remarkable metabolism.

I find it very hard to concentrate and think on things in everyday situations and my mind just sort of floats about (which is very unlike how I used to be)

and It seems everytime I do sleep I have all sorts of nightmares now. Never any good dreams or no dreams at all. Everytime I wake up it is with a feeling of dread and my hear sinking into my chest.

My grades in College have plummeted while my increase in absences is astounding and I am being forced to drop out now due to my inability to recover my lost time. Just because I have lost all will to really do anything.


I'm asking if anyone can relate to this, So whatever it is that is at me I can take care of and cure. I'm not sure if my health related issues are in fact related but if so it is obviously something I need to start addressing now. I feel like the last two years I have just slowly started spiraling towards unhealthiness, physically and mentally.

[Nazgūl Killer]

Confirming or not confirming what you have as depression would need an official opinion from a doctor, psychiatrist, or a psychologist. A diagnosis if you will - This is something we are not allowed to give in TWC, especially as we are far from being professionals. First and foremost I urge you to seek professional help, depression is a serious matter and should be dealt with as soon as possible my dear.

I can easily relate to what you feel mate, as I find myself lately feeling quite the same way sometimes over something that is long gone. I can tell you that it is natural, I can tell you that you'll get over it - But from what you've given in the OP it seems that this is a bit above natural. You should seek someone to help you professionally. You need a doctor I'm afraid, and I can easily relate to monetary issues... I wish I could help you with that, but I can't. The only thing I can tell you is that mental health (Along with physical) should come first.

It's very likely that if your mind is ill, so will your body be eventually. It is an unfortunate situation indeed, but perhaps something in your life must be changed? I mean, what triggers your thoughts of the relationship, what makes you think of her? Can you change it?

Something that helps me: Working out. I find it relaxing, fun - And most of all; Distracting. It helps. You need to find distractions, distance yourself from whatever it is that reminds you of her... From everything relating to her.

If you want to talk you have us here, and we'll always try and help you as much as possible. If you want something a bit more personal, I don't mind lending an ear and talking to you more intimately because it sounds like you might need it. Either way - If you want a listening ear and a shoulder to rely on, we're here for you. However, this is a serious matter my friend. Don't belittle it by any means. Please do seek professional help, for your own good.

[Hader]

I'll leave this open for you to maybe talk openly about some things bothering you, but no medical advice allowed here. You need to see someone to officially diagnose and/or treat.

[paradamed]

I would seek a psichiatrist as soon as possible. Depression is many times underestimated but can have dramatic consequences in your life.

[The Noble Lord]

Seek a psychiatrist or psychologist and they should be able to help!

[Taiji]

First off I am 18 now, and this has been going on for about a year or two, but it has slowly but surely become more and more of an issue and it is now finally at the point where I feel like I have to seek out answers and help for whatever this is. I do believe it is depression, since it started with the ending of my first and only serious relationship. While I thought I may have just been over emotional about it and I'd get over it within the next couple of months that didn't happen. Despite my logical conclusions on the situation it seems I've driven myself down into a case of depression that has lasted almost 2 years and it is now finally affect my health.

Yeah, that sounds pretty normal. A couple of months was ambitious. Don't worry, it'll get better and you'll get better at it.

I feel weak and dizzy far too frequently even if I have had a full meal just a couple hours before hand

So go to the doctor.

I have the worst troubles sleeping, and I can easily stay up until the sun rises.

Only small children and old people have problems staying up all night.

Over maybe the last year or so I have unexplainably gained weight, while all my childhood I have been known for my remarkable metabolism.

Unexplainably? You're 18, happens. Exercise will help ease despressive symtoms also...

I find it very hard to concentrate and think on things in everyday situations and my mind just sort of floats about (which is very unlike how I used to be)

That sounds like loss of willpower - Exercise.

and It seems everytime I do sleep I have all sorts of nightmares now. Never any good dreams or no dreams at all. Everytime I wake up it is with a feeling of dread and my hear sinking into my chest.

Plan to dream about nice stuff. Ignore any feelings you wake up with and get to that exercising you know you need.

My grades in College have plummeted while my increase in absences is astounding and I am being forced to drop out now due to my inability to recover my lost time. Just because I have lost all will to really do anything.

Not astounding you though is it? Again, willpower - Exercise it.

I'm asking if anyone can relate to this, So whatever it is that is at me I can take care of and cure. I'm not sure if my health related issues are in fact related but if so it is obviously something I need to start addressing now. I feel like the last two years I have just slowly started spiraling towards unhealthiness, physically and mentally.

I can totally relate to it, I've suffered plenty of spells of 'depression' for various reasons. When my willpower is strong it's not much of a problem, in fact it can be a blessing. But otherwise I might as well kill myself for all the good anything does. So that's that, I work on my willpower and live.

Or alternatively go get fried by a proffessional. ECT can work miracles on depressives. Some people have traumatic experiences with it, probably a small minority, but it's the only 'cure' I've heard of. Anyway, you'd be asking your doctor about this, if you wanted it, so ask about other cures that don't require you do anything if that's what you're really after.

I wouldn't want to cure it in me, because I find it's a blessing to be so self-critical and doubting when I have the willpower to do something about it.

[Taiji]

First off I am 18 now, and this has been going on for about a year or two, but it has slowly but surely become more and more of an issue and it is now finally at the point where I feel like I have to seek out answers and help for whatever this is. I do believe it is depression, since it started with the ending of my first and only serious relationship. While I thought I may have just been over emotional about it and I'd get over it within the next couple of months that didn't happen. Despite my logical conclusions on the situation it seems I've driven myself down into a case of depression that has lasted almost 2 years and it is now finally affect my health.

Yeah, that sounds pretty normal. A couple of months was ambitious. Don't worry, you'll get better at it.

I feel weak and dizzy far too frequently even if I have had a full meal just a couple hours before hand

So go to the doctor.

I have the worst troubles sleeping, and I can easily stay up until the sun rises.

Only small children and old people have problems staying up all night.

Over maybe the last year or so I have unexplainably gained weight, while all my childhood I have been known for my remarkable metabolism.

Unexplainably? You're 18, happens. Exercise will help ease despressive symtoms also...

I find it very hard to concentrate and think on things in everyday situations and my mind just sort of floats about (which is very unlike how I used to be)

That sounds like loss of willpower - Exercise.

and It seems everytime I do sleep I have all sorts of nightmares now. Never any good dreams or no dreams at all. Everytime I wake up it is with a feeling of dread and my hear sinking into my chest.

Plan to dream about nice stuff. Ignore any feelings you wake up with and get to that exercising you know you need.

My grades in College have plummeted while my increase in absences is astounding and I am being forced to drop out now due to my inability to recover my lost time. Just because I have lost all will to really do anything.

Not astounding you though is it? Again, willpower - Exercise it.

I'm asking if anyone can relate to this, So whatever it is that is at me I can take care of and cure. I'm not sure if my health related issues are in fact related but if so it is obviously something I need to start addressing now. I feel like the last two years I have just slowly started spiraling towards unhealthiness, physically and mentally.

I can totally relate to it, I've suffered plenty of spells of depression for various reasons. When my willpower is strong it's not much of a problem, in fact it can be a blessing. But otherwise I might as well kill myself for all the good anything does. So that's that, develop your willpower, and live.

Or alternatively go get fried by a proffessional. ECT can work miracles on depressives. Some people have traumatic experiences with it, probably a small minority, but it's the only 'cure' I've heard of.

I wouldn't want to cure it in me, because I find it's a blessing to be so self-critical when I have the willpower to do something about it.

edit:

Nice article: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-17689596

[Atlassmurf]

Consult a physician.

Honest to god, I don“t get why this is still open anyway. He asks if anyone can relate, but also how to take care of it and cure it. Newsflash, doesn“t work via internet. Also, with the information given in his post I don“t think anyone can give a really sturdy advice on what to do, thats where a physician usually comes in handy.

Anyway dude, seak medical help.