My day sucks because

[Lord Baal]

Not just yet AqD. Working very hard to do so however. If anyone knows about someone employing foreigners on David City, Panama, please let me know.

[AqD]

two sub-projects of mine have utterly failed, completely in vain, wasted more than four days

[Ferdiad]

Let me comfort you sweet llama.

[Lord Baal]

Fiancée got into huge fight with my sister. Got to move out.
Car electro-fan failed, to have it working I had to bother an uncle and lost about one hour.
Car unique motor belt failed, which I had just replaced it, it had cost me a whole week of salary. Lost another hour while making a makeshift fix.
Fiancée crying tears my heart apart.
My brother in law got hospitalized, apparently by that horrible dengue fever.
Monday tomorrow.

[Ulyaoth]

Lord baal always makes me feel like my complaints are such first world whiny crap but eh.

I've been feeling good for the first time in idk years the past few days. Then girl I've been seeing now just says(in text message)we should like take a break at least for a while because blah blah life I wanna die.

[Lord Baal]

Hehehehe sorry pal. The car belt (unique belt or drive belt accordingly to Ford) is still broken but I have hopes I can fix it today for good. Still it sucks to sleep alone and until I finish moving out I can't do anything about it. Darn.

[AqD]

Lord baal always makes me feel like my complaints are such first world whiny crap but eh.

I've been feeling good for the first time in idk years the past few days. Then girl I've been seeing now just says(in text message)we should like take a break at least for a while because blah blah life I wanna die.

I feel you...




Someone in another forum on TWC lost a sister due to rape/murder. Why is it the first post I read after waking up?

[Lord Oda Nobunaga]

Jesus Christ!
Whenever I hear about murder rape it makes me want to buy a gun and personally murder the person who did it. Makes me so angry.

[Lord Baal]

Eventually my fiancée told me she was moving back to her parents house because, surprise surprise, money is not flowing much enough to rent even a miserably piece for both of us. We have a fridge and washing machine unused but by now we are thinking about selling all that stuff we have to gather money and fly the heck outta here.

[Lord Oda Nobunaga]

Come here to Canada for sake man! At the least try to apply for refugee status and government money until you can get a job here.

[Lord Baal]

That's the plan eventually, depending on how things get going in Panama, right now I'm, bogged down by a lot of things that don't let me go away as easily as I might like.

[Flinn]

Jesus Christ!
Whenever I hear about murder rape it makes me want to buy a gun and personally murder the person who did it. Makes me so angry.

seems they catched the bad guy anyway, or so the OP said

Eventually my fiancée told me she was moving back to her parents house because, surprise surprise, money is not flowing much enough to rent even a miserably piece for both of us. We have a fridge and washing machine unused but by now we are thinking about selling all that stuff we have to gather money and fly the heck outta here.

it's not the first time I say this, but it's sad to see how things have gone down in Venezuela; my offer for help remains valid mate.

on my side: first week at job after holydays, and they said me I have to be abroad for the next three weeks

[Lord Baal]

Thanks Flinn! Eventually as Panama revealed to be a much more valid destiny than Europe I decided not to send the CV, not wanting to bother much. It's specially sad for me being from here and all. I wouldn't like to have to go, that means a lot of things at personal level, like family I'll never see again, money and time inversions made, shattered dreams, that I'll just have to swallow hard and lock it all away.

It supremely sucks to be me right now.

[Lord Oda Nobunaga]

It sounds to me like your family sucks anyway. Probably not my place but I said it.

[Lord Baal]

Hahaha kinda, don't know where you take that, but well yes, but my grandfather doesn't sucks. For all practical reasons he's my father and now at a strong 96 years old, even when senility is starting to catch with him. He's the one that taught me to read by the age of 4 no less, do math and many other things. I own him most good things in my way of being (few as they might be). You could say I'm who I am in no small part thanks to him. I mean, who's capable of teaching a 4 years old to read properly while yourself hold only a first grade education? That men is simply awesome.

The thought of departing and not seeing him alive again is almost unbearable. I rationalize it as it's going to happen anyway, we come to this world among other things to bury our fathers and mothers. I already buried one (biological one) and I'm sure it's not ing fair that I have to bury another one eventually, and then my mother one day too, but that's how's life, I can deal with it.

But even then this creping felling takes a hold on me, tries to warn me that leaving might, at some level, mark his death somehow. And I ing hate the felling.

[AqD]

seems they catched the bad guy anyway, or so the OP said

The dead can't come back.

[Flinn]

sad but true

anyway, better some justice than nothing

[Lord Oda Nobunaga]

Hahaha kinda, don't know where you take that, but well yes, but my grandfather doesn't sucks. For all practical reasons he's my father and now at a strong 96 years old, even when senility is starting to catch with him. He's the one that taught me to read by the age of 4 no less, do math and many other things. I own him most good things in my way of being (few as they might be). You could say I'm who I am in no small part thanks to him. I mean, who's capable of teaching a 4 years old to read properly while yourself hold only a first grade education? That men is simply awesome.

The thought of departing and not seeing him alive again is almost unbearable. I rationalize it as it's going to happen anyway, we come to this world among other things to bury our fathers and mothers. I already buried one (biological one) and I'm sure it's not ing fair that I have to bury another one eventually, and then my mother one day too, but that's how's life, I can deal with it.

But even then this creping felling takes a hold on me, tries to warn me that leaving might, at some level, mark his death somehow. And I ing hate the felling.

If you take your grandpa with you maybe the Canadian government will give you more money
No seriously

[Lord Baal]

Sadly I have I have 3 aunts and 4 uncles that won't let me take him anywhere, that's out of the question. He currently lives between their houses a few months at the time. People have fought over having him over before. Me taking him away will put me at odd with all of them, and I'm talking even legal issues. That's out of the questions.

Besides that I don't think he would like to leave the country or the vast majority of his family. His wife (my grandma) is buried in the city from where most of us came and I think he would like to be there too when the time finally comes.

[Silenced Ape]

So I ran and stopped my bus today, stopped and asked the buss driver if he could wait 30 seconds for me to get my school stuff from the school building (30 meters away).
He furiously told me to either hop on the bus right now or stay. I said please and he then complained that I just used 30 seconds of his time and that I need get out of the buss and wait for the next buss.

Next buss is in 2 hours....