Feuer Estate- February 3rd 1805
Sebastian saunters down the cobblestone lane upon his chestnut mare, surveying the land with a distasteful eye as he approaches the house. He dismounts with utmost care and hands his reins to a nearby stable-boy without the slightest of glances. Using his gloved hand, he knocks slightly at the door and awaits, pondering the implications of such an unexpected invitation.
A very large man opens the door, and further down the hallway, Marshal von Feuer is standing with his hands behind his perfectly fit uniform. "Hello Sebastian, what is it that brings you to my estate at this hour?"
"Well to be perfectly honest Herr Feuer I don't rightly know. My fellow Marshals all seem to regale each other with their presence so I decided to drop in on you as well. I feel quite the outsider in our meetings of the Staff, perhaps they are merely intimidated by a fresh, young hero of Prussia."
Sebastian crosses the threshold after delivering his little spiel and looks to Marshal von Feuer.
The Chief of the Treasury pulled his hands from behind his back, revealing two cocked pistols. "Can't be too careful," he said, placing them on the table next to him. Leopold waved the tall man away and motioned for Sebastian to follow him into the den where he began pouring a drink for the young man.
Sebastian looks incredulously at the pistols and gulps audibly. He nervously follows the beckoning Leopold into the den and awkwardly awaits his drink, half-expecting it be laced with poison.
Leopold finishes pouring the drink, then pours himself one. Grabbing the bottle in hand with the two drinks, he places everything on a small table with two elegant chairs. On the far side of the table is a box of cheroots. Leopold pulls one out, "Would you like a smoke? It calms the nerves."
Leopold lights his own and sits down in one of the chairs.
"Ah no thank you Herr Feuer, I do not smoke, I find it blackens the teeth to an unseemly manner as well as choking the lungs." Sebastian sits in the other proffered chair and begins to carefully nurse one of the drinks.
"Suit yourself." Leopold takes a puff of smoke and blows it away. "Tell me Sebastian, if all of Prussia were yours, what would you do?"
"Expand her borders to the glorious expanse we once enjoyed when our forefathers were rampaging around Gaul and Rome. It is time to reclaim our lands from the raving Corsican lunatic and unite these German principalities under the bosom of mother Prussia. Then we may turn our attention to the vile vodka-swilling barbarians in the East."
Leopold smiled, "And would you lead these armies yourself? At the ripe age of 25?"
Sebastian's eye twitches slightly, his gaze narrows as he digests Leopold's smile. Is it mocking him? Does Leopold dare question his bravery?
"Sir, I'll have you know I do not fear the rush of battle, It rather intoxicates me like some fine snuff. My arm was lost in battle, just one of many sacrifices made for the prosperity of Prussia. But...I would hesitate to lead these armies. I would be needed at home obviously and do not want to be seen as a conquering tyrant like one Alexander the Great. I would delegate martial responsibility to a trusted Marshal and instill within him the knowledge that if he fails, Prussia shall crumble into the dust of history's defeated."
Leopold enjoyed the tirade of the young man, "You do not fear the rush of battle, and yet you have lost your arm." Leopold took another drag of his cheroot. "Perhaps if a Russian takes off your head you will learn to be afraid of something terrifying."
Leopold stood, bracing his leg as he did so, "Every battle is terrifying. Every man you lose experiences the utmost of fear right before their lives are taken. And you are the one who brought them there. They are dying, each and every one of them, for you."
The old man walks over to his bookshelf, "It is odd that you would cite Alexander the Great as a tyrant." He pulls a thick book from the shelf, "When he truthfully ruled very little, and conquered very much." Leopold brought the book over to Sebastian. "I will have my servant help you carry that when you leave"
Sebastian spat violently at the mention of a Russian, his memories turned back to the horrid army hospital in which his arm lost the battle with gangrene.
"You think I don't realize the sacrifices my men have made for me? That I do not wrestle with their dying, tormented screams of agony in my dreams as their innards spill out of them. Do not patronize me with your historical tomes, I merely alluded to the fact that Alexander was hardly greeted by all as a conquering hero, namely by those who were crushed under his heel. "
Leopold laughed at the spout of anger, "I think you know the sacrifices your men made, I think you fail to realize the significance of it. And the towns we enter will greet us as tyrants just as they did Alexander. The only difference is no man will look to us as a God as they did for him."
"You have much to learn Sebastian," Leopold took a drink, "I hope you have no misconceptions about that."
Sebastian remains quiet for a while, thinking on Leopold's words. "What are you suggesting then, shall you teach me all the wisdom of the world? Sebastian retorts rather sarcastically."
Leopold chuckles, "Hah! My young boy, if I had all the wisdom of the world, I assure you I would not be the Marshal of the Treasury. It is up to you to find your own wisdom. And for a warrior-politician such as yourself, you will need quite a good dose of it."
"Why are you still involved with the politics of the realm? It is clear you have no stomach left for it, surely you would be happier retired at home, spending the rest of your life with your wife? Why not leave the government for younger and fitter men of passion?"
"No stomach for it?" Leopold moves back over towards the young officer, "I quite enjoy the politics of this nation."
"Like our country from not so long ago, the political process of this nation is broken. We live in an absolute monarchy without a King. Three men practically control the nation despite having no legitimate social contract with the people." Leopold bows his head, "War heroes are not supposed to be political leaders."
Leopold takes another drink, "But the situation demanded it."
"Maybe one day you will be as unlucky as me and the rest of the General Staff." Leopold downed the rest of his drink, "And maybe if my wife were still on this good Earth, I would consider it."