My lord Oslyabya,
There will be a battle in a few days, a battle that decides the fate of the Rus. I send this letter with a fast runner, so that you could understand the political intrigues should I fall while fighting for Azaq and what has been dear to me in the Rus.
As we suspected the civil war was inevitable, and I am sad to note that both sides are to blame. Predislav's disappointment and anger has met with Komnenos' blind faith. With the help of Khotimir, the Kievan governor, of whom you may remember as the husband of Nikifor's youngest daughter, they were summoning troops all summer once Halstan named his son as the Prince. But they were robbed of an important ally when Lord Volodislav died. He was severely wounded in battle against Denmark, and passed away last week in Riga. His adopted son is said to be a weak and untested man, likely unable to keep the lands he inherited together. It is a shame that none of Yaropolk's four sons could leave a worthy successor behind.
At the other side there is Halstan no less guilty. He never wished to make a consensus, but was just trying to buy time to appoint his sons to important positions in the north. And what is worse, he plans to move the capital of the Rus to Novgorod, which has shaken Kiev and turned the whole south against him. Many say that he wants to restore Novgorod under his own rule. Finally, he started negotiations with the Catholic powers.
The peace offer to Denmark was outrageous, especially after the death of Lord Volodislav who is now seen as a martyr in the fight against Catholics. The offer was rejected, but it shows that Halstan would do anything to buy time to consolidate his power, even if costs the treasury a lot. Rumors say that he promised Halych to Venice and Plock to Poland if they aid him against Predislav, which is quite peculiar as Kiev is officially at war with both.
Almost everybody picked sides, and the leading families are ready for the fight. The only person with unclear allegiance is Dmitrii Yaroslavich. His wife is Halstan's daughter, but he is also the grandson of Grand Prince Mstislav. He used to be Halstan's friend and follower, but now few may know where his heart truly lies.
You have trusted me to make the right decision. Your confidence in me may have been misplaced though, as it is difficult to see the light at either side. I will pray to find the way, just like my father and uncles have found it many times even in the greatest darkness. I see little wisdom in what Halstan or Predislav stands for, and I weep when I see how far the Rus has gone from the days when we were perhaps weaker but our vision of what is right and what is wrong was not as blurred as it is today.
My hesitation also confused both parties. When the army of Azaq crossed the border, people were frightened first, but then both sides realized that they can use us for their own advantage. It took only a week for the first envoy to arrive, led by no other but Derzhislav, Halstan's younger son. He told me how the Rus will be governed from Novgorod, and in exchange for our support he offered us three rich southern provinces, together with official recognition of Azaq as an independent realm. I politely listened to him, but promised nothing. This would be a great gain, but it also would make us a buffer against the Romans, which is I think what Halstan really wants.
Upon arriving at Kiev, Predislav sent Komnenos to our camp. Their position was weaker. They offered recognition only if the Dukes of Azaq swear never to claim the Grand Prince title. Besides this, they promised some eastern lands around Ryazan. These provinces now belong to Dmitrii Yaroslavich by the right of his father. This tells me that Predislav and Komnenos probably think that Dmitrii would side with Halstan and as such being unworthy to keep his fiefs. This negotiation was not very polite, because apparently your father and grandfather have a reputation in the Komnenos family. Predislav's cause is more righteous than that of Halstan's but their offer is less attractive and poisoned with mutual distrust.
Predislav and Komnenos refused to challenge Halstan in the north, fearing that his Catholic allies may attack from the west and sack Kiev while they are away. At the same time, Halstan apparently understood that he has to defeat the Orthodox forces in Kiev to end this great city's central role once and for all. He is reported to be on his way from the north, and thus the battle will take place not far from here. He will likely wait for his Catholic allies to arrive, and for the same reason Predislav and Komnenos will probably try to force him to battle once he is near enough.
It is a terrible choice I have. Supporting Halstan would be betraying what the Rus has been, but at the same time it would make Azaq rich and powerful. Supporting Predislav would restore the house of Yaroslavich, together with their distrust for us, and would also increase the influence of Romans. Maybe something will show me what to do in the next few days before Halstan arrives. Likely I will make that decision in the last minute before my time runs out.
By the strange twist of fate, when you read these words it will probably be over already. My last advice is to keep in mind that while there are few to trust and many to blame here, the Rus is something bigger than just the nobles ruling it. The Rus is the light.
A.