Journal of Ġwann of Marsaxlokk, Royal Army of Naples
The First Battle of Rome Part I
June 20th 1805
I have now been in the Royal Army of Naples for three months. We are just one mile outside of Roma in a camp. Mama had always told me of the magnificence of Roma ever since I was a child, and now, even a mile away, I have learned that her stories are true. The Basilica can been seen from this spot as clears as the pen in my hand, and well as the Obelisk from Egypt.I only wish that I was entering the city in peace and not with weapons of war.
The rest of my company, all Maltese boys, is silent, much like the march over. For the first three days, nothing was said between us, then we found common ground and became true comrades. Two in particular are worth mention. Ċensu, a tall man and very kind much like Papa was, has become one of my best friends in the army. He grew up in Valletta, the old capital, but his father was a knight, who may not marry, yet Ċensu was born. But he is a good man who often prays. The other is Valentine, a little man with a big brain. He is one of the most intelligent people I have ever known, possibly the reason he became our Lieutenant a few days ago. Although a very orderly man, he has absolutely no organizational skills, always searching for his belongings, of which are right under his nose.
Once we became acquainted with one another, our regiment became more like family, while some soldiers would engage in only light conversation with each other, we would sit and take turns reading tal-Bibbja, the Bible. Then, in the morning when we received our rations, which were lower than the other men because we were "semplice fanteria leggera" as the captains would say. So, we sat around each other, put all our rations together and had ourselves a feast, carrying on about what-not. All the other soldiers just watched gaping.
However, at this very moment, we are being called to rank. Our foes have sallied forth.
June 27th 1805
It has one week since the First Battle of Rome, and I still cannot sleep. When I try, I wake up in pools of tears, with night terrors constant. I never wish to relive that hell.
In a single line, the main infantry marched until making a hexagon of sorts, the cannons at the front. We were sent to the forest to harass the enemies as it was expected their main force would hit there first. We were all anxious and nerve racked, barely able to keep our pants dry. None of us had ever seen combat and were not even trained. I was so jittery that when the cannons first fired, I fell to the ground in fear. Ċensu helped me up and he gave me a fake smile.
"Aħna se multa, we will be fine" Was what he said, and I believed him, that was until the fighting began.
We sat in wait for only five damning minutes before we first tasted combat. The cavalry was deployed right behind us, and that was were the Papal Cavalry was headed, then they hit us.
When we first spotted them, I though we would all faint or rout, but we held strong. Lieutenant Valentine whispered to us, "Fire on my mark." So we all raised our muskets and found a target. mine was a hussar with an interesting hat. I remember the cold feel of the trigger, sending shivers down my spine. the came the dreadful words, fire at will. I pulled that trigger as fast as possible, not even looking at my kill, and began to reload. Ninety muskets were fire in an instant, a sound that rattled me at first, only to be defeated by the sound of dying horses. One though went through my mind. SweetJesusintheheavensallowmetolivethroughthisbattle.
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Then I looked up from my musket after the first shove down the barrel. There, charging, was a hussar. Instinctively, I rolled out of the way, but as I turned to the now past cavalry, I swung my bayonet and sliced the back of the horse's leg, it collapsed and killed its rider. For a moment I looked in shock, until another horse rammed right into me. I can fly. I was airborne for only a matter of feet, but it was still true. however, the landing was far from graceful When I hit the ground and stayed their, I could not move. My musket lie under me.
I have never been so afraid in my entire life. So for ten minutes, I just lay there hoping I would not be trampled. When I heard a muffled retreat order, I sprang up, only to slip on a fallen sabre. When I hit the ground a second time however, a few words escaped my mouth that should not necessarily be repeated. Finally though, I rose again and looked around for my comrades, I found them lined up on the hill with the rest of our men, reading for combat. I ran to them as fast as I could jumping over bodies ever three steps. But just as I was out of the forest, a canister shot whizzed by me, causing me to drop in my steps. It scared me to death. But I got back up and rejoined my men to find our ranks thinned greatly. Ċensu patted me on the head when I rejoined the lines and finished reloading. What happened next was, if a dare say, not short of amazing.