So, here I am again, wondering what to write, running ideas through the sieves of my mind and pondering how well-received and appreciated they would be among the men of the seventh hill. It is only recently I got back into total war, with Chivalry and Europa Barbarorum for Rome, and Sicilian Vespers, Stainless Steel and Broken Crescent for Medieval my chosen forms of enjoyment from the sickbed. And with sickly inevitablity, I needed to write something. Something big, something good, something better than before. I re-read After Manzikert: Romanorum Redividus (my biggest previous story) and it seemed overly facile, badly written and presented, all in all, a clumsly work of a jack of the trade.
Now I am older, more experienced, my hands are worn with the ravages of time, my breaths ragged and my hair lank. I want to write, to escape the hollow and weakening vessel of my body that deserts me in the merest extremity. I will lie with my eyes closed, dreaming of Constantinople and of Rome, of 'Byzantine' politics and a medieval cosmopolitan melting pot. Of Franks, Turks and Romans. I turn my hands to a keyboard and I am disappointed. I make no sense. I hover between the Euphrates and the Tigris, or the Rubicon and the Tiber. No aid comes from within me, so I seek it on the outside.
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I would write a Roman AAR, perhaps with Chivalry, perhaps with Broken Crescent, a tale of politics in an ancient city, forever in the shadow of her forebear. Of men, women and deeds. I would seek guidance. I am vague and I know it. But after an absence of many years, I know nothing. How goes TWC? What story grips the masses? Tell me all, and I shall attempt to write a tale to balm my wounds.
Regards (and hoping I make sense)
Tweety