SPOILERS
I don't feel like wrapping my entire post in spoiler tags, so if you scroll down, you accept that you've seen nearly all of it, or don't mind some spoiling.
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Being a villain in Fallout 3 is depressing.
Not because it doesn't give you enough options, or because I have a problem with the design, but because it succeeds so well at having 'cool evil' and 'depressing, scum evil.' On one hand, I nuke an entire town, be a contract killer, and be a cannibal! Wow, nice. (Along with plenty of other stuff.)
On the other hand, I just lured an innocent little girl out of one of the last refuges of safety in the wasteland under the guise of "You're a big grown girl!" only to have her carried off by a creepy child slaver. It broke my heart. I'd rather just shoot the obnoxious brats dead like the mayor than suffer through that. ='(
The metal hat, heavy swearing, assault rifle weilding punk almost has it coming, but the pink pajamas wearing little sweet heart gets it worse than any kid in the game.
There are also some other moments that seemed very lowly and made me regret my decision afterwards. I think the game has a dillema where the really violent evil acts are cool, and make your bad character seem, well, badass, whilst the sneakier, underhanded, cruel type of choices make you have a moral epiphany.
I'll be saving this level 18 uber evil character for more fun as a badass later on, but for now I'll be creating a very righteous, and nearly as badass, good guy to redeem my utter destruction of all things kind and human. Pretty much I'll be going from Satan with a mohawk, to Dr. Jesus with a gatling laser.