I was baptized and raised a Catholic christian, being quite religious until I gained complete conscience and capacity of critical reasoning (that is, until the age of 10 or so). Then by neccessity I became agnostic, and at 14 I was already an atheist, openly denying the existence of God. I used to be an atheist materialist, empiricist, logicist and humanist. I've always felt attraction towards philosophy, specially classical and medieval. I developed personal theories about the Universe and its functioning; all speculation, of course. I called two of them, for instance, the "Theory of complex simpleness" and the "Theory of cycles". Not very serious, solid theories in any manner, but anyway, I was a teen
I remained in that comfortable, "don't give a ****" state until learning enough history, both universal and specific to my country, as to get my interest directed towards Islam as a cultural, civilizational phenomenon. A while passed until I started becoming interested in Islam as a religion, given that I only knew christianism and was rationally unacceptable for me to regard a man to be the, literally speaking, Son of God, or worse, God Himself. My idea about a possible God was very abstract, and certainly christian theology didn't have the slightest sense in my view.
Then, at the age of 22, I learned about Islam and found it a religion that surprisingly conformed to my previous views of existence. Far from being a smiling, bearded old man sitting on a cloud, God was presented as an unmeasurable force, impossible to define, impossible to fully comprehend to the flawed human reasoning. The "founder" of Islam as a religion was no more than a man and not himself nor other muslim claimed otherwise. Then I started reading the Qur'an and, after an initial cultural, temporal shock, I digged in its wisdom, discovering things that started my way to conversion.
Later on I recited the Sahadah and became a muslim, and my life, perceptions and character have changed, undoubtely for the better. I started being a somewhat unorthodox muslim, retaining many of my previous materialistic views. I've learned a bit about Islamic law, theology, philosophy and the Ulum ad-Din (religious sciences, namely the Qur'an and Sunnah), but there is a long way to knowledge. I've devoured with curiosity many different theories and philosophies inside Islam, and I am also interested in learning Medicine, Arabic, Astronomy and Advanced Mathematics to a reasonable level, Insha Allah. All this, on my way to become a purely spiritual being, gradually losing interest in the boring, squared, materialistic view of things. So I am also learning the way of the Sufi.
And so here I am right now
